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Old Sep 01, 2013, 12:33 PM
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2. And somehow as Monday looms I doubt the number is going to go up
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Old Sep 01, 2013, 03:58 PM
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52 cuts yesterday.
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Old Sep 01, 2013, 08:21 PM
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Yup, did it last night... Cut her name into my leg, and then some around it... So, one day. It still hurts.
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Old Sep 02, 2013, 07:09 AM
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As expected... back to 0.
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Old Sep 02, 2013, 07:36 AM
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1 day. But it seems one will be the highest number for next few weeks.
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Old Sep 02, 2013, 11:58 AM
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1 day... trying really hard not to cut right now feeling really triggered
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Old Sep 02, 2013, 05:43 PM
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Last night was worse than I thought it would be... So much blood.

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Old Sep 02, 2013, 09:25 PM
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A few weeks, and a couple months since I'd done it more than a few minor cuts, but now it's been zero days. May do it some more later.
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Old Sep 03, 2013, 02:13 AM
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Something like 1456 days since I last did THAT thing.
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Old Sep 03, 2013, 03:04 AM
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Nevermind, back to 0 days

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Old Sep 03, 2013, 11:00 AM
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1 day... trying really hard not to cut right now feeling really triggered
Check out the resources on the top of the forum, lovely. Do what you can to make yourself feel better - you don't have to feel 'happy', or 'great' just anything that makes you feel better than you feel right now. Anything that relaxes, you, brings a smile to your face, or makes you feel safe.

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It has been 5 days since I relapsed.
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Old Sep 04, 2013, 03:53 PM
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Old Sep 05, 2013, 03:46 PM
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Four days.
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Old Sep 06, 2013, 09:02 PM
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Old Sep 06, 2013, 09:05 PM
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It has been 12 hours since I SIed
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Old Sep 06, 2013, 09:20 PM
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Five days. Please, brain, let me make it to a week.
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Old Sep 07, 2013, 03:30 PM
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Old Sep 08, 2013, 02:47 AM
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Seven days! I did it!
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Old Sep 09, 2013, 10:36 AM
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I somehow made it to 5 days. We'll see how far I can go.
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Old Sep 09, 2013, 11:21 AM
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At least 60. Before that it had been over 2 years. I'm hoping it doesn't happen again.
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Old Sep 09, 2013, 07:39 PM
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6 days, lots of urges today
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Old Sep 10, 2013, 12:51 AM
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10 days. I am really proud of myself.
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Old Sep 10, 2013, 01:16 AM
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10 days. I am really proud of myself.
I'm super proud of you too!!!
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Old Sep 10, 2013, 02:11 AM
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I can't seem to go much longer than 12 hours recently
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Old Sep 10, 2013, 04:57 AM
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Before that 6. Now back to 0. Guess part of the days i did not si was due to the hospitalisation. Sigh.

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