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#126
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2. And somehow as Monday looms I doubt the number is going to go up
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#127
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52 cuts yesterday.
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#128
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Yup, did it last night...
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#129
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As expected... back to 0.
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
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#130
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1 day. But it seems one will be the highest number for next few weeks.
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#131
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1 day... trying really hard not to cut right now feeling really triggered
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#132
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Last night was worse than I thought it would be... So much blood.
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#133
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A few weeks, and a couple months since I'd done it more than a few minor cuts, but now it's been zero days. May do it some more later.
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#134
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Something like 1456 days since I last did THAT thing.
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Translation: Not a devil [ `id -u` -eq 0 ] || exit 1 |
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#135
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Nevermind, back to 0 days
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#136
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Quote:
@ THREAD It has been 5 days since I relapsed. |
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#137
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It's been 1 day
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#138
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Four days.
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#139
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0 days
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#140
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It has been 12 hours since I SIed
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#141
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Five days. Please, brain, let me make it to a week.
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#142
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4 days so far
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#143
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Seven days! I did it!
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#144
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I somehow made it to 5 days. We'll see how far I can go.
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#145
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At least 60. Before that it had been over 2 years. I'm hoping it doesn't happen again.
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#146
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6 days, lots of urges today
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#147
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10 days. I am really proud of myself.
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#148
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I'm super proud of you too!!!
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A majorly depressed, anxious and dependent, schizotypal hypomanic beautiful mess ...[just a rebel to the world with no place to go... ![]() |
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#149
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I can't seem to go much longer than 12 hours recently
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#150
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Before that 6. Now back to 0. Guess part of the days i did not si was due to the hospitalisation. Sigh.
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is. |
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