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#926
Sep 07, 2014, 04:29 AM
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#927
Sep 07, 2014, 02:19 PM
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*sigh* 0 days
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RX and Daily meds: Vraylar 1.5mg daily, Gabapentin 900mg daily General Anxiety Disorder; Panic Disorder (unspecified); Borderline Personality Disorder; Schizoaffective Disorder/Bipolar Type; Fibromyalgia; Sleep Apnea "putting on a brave face, trying to ignore the voices in the back of my head" - Gotye |
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#929
Sep 08, 2014, 03:21 PM
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One day.
 I did it for the first time last night.
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"Beautiful things don't ask for attention." -The Secret Life of Walter Mitty Wellbutrin SR 300mg lithium 900mg Ativan 0.5mg prn |
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#930
Sep 11, 2014, 01:37 PM
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2 days. Only because my arm was looking really bad and my counselor at school is suspecting something since I haven't really taken off my jacket in forever... I don't have the energy to fight the thoughts, but now I have to let these heal for a while....
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| Bill3, Blue_Bird
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#931
Sep 14, 2014, 07:20 PM
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One month gone down the drain....
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#932
Sep 15, 2014, 12:07 AM
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Back to ****ing zero. Well, there goes almost a year without doing anything. Pfft.
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#933
Sep 15, 2014, 06:21 AM
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Gave into the urges. Back to 0.
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#934
Sep 15, 2014, 06:15 PM
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Well...it was quite a while, weeks, maybe a month or even more...but I broke that today. I just needed to feel something. Only about 7 small cuts and one cut about the length of the total of the small ones. Can't say I regret it either. *shrug* There goes that.
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A majorly depressed, anxious and dependent, schizotypal hypomanic beautiful mess ...[just a rebel to the world with no place to go...  ]
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#935
Sep 15, 2014, 08:27 PM
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It was 2 and a half years. Now... Now it's 3 days.
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#936
Sep 15, 2014, 08:39 PM
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if it's ok
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...In the darkness I will meet my creators And they will all agree, that I’m a suffocator
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#939
Sep 18, 2014, 08:47 PM
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I had made it to three weeks yesterday. But I just gave in. I don't even have a reason for it. I actually feel good right now. Well apart from the fact my arm is bleeding.
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#941
Sep 22, 2014, 09:30 PM
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It's been 1 day
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One small crack does not mean that you are broken it means that you we're put to the test and you didn't fall apart. ~Linda Poindexter |
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#942
Sep 24, 2014, 09:46 AM
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1 week today
 but is has been filled with suicidal thoughts, because I have to actually face my problems rather than bleeding them out (sorry if graphic)
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#945
Sep 29, 2014, 12:08 AM
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It's been close to 6 months, I think. But the urge to relapse has been very strong recently...
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"True friends stab you in the front" - Oscar Wilde "The life of this world is only the enjoyment of deception" - Quran 3:185 Reading FC til I die. <3 |
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#947
Sep 29, 2014, 09:02 PM
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Two days... the suicidal thoughts were over powering me and I don't want to end it, so I gave in to make my mind shut up.
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I appreciate your help.... But even you can't save me from myself. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Med cocktail: Geodon 40 mg
Dapakote 1500 mg |
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#949
Sep 29, 2014, 11:47 PM
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The 3rd of this October officially marks 9 months. I'm almost to the 1 year mark
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#950
Sep 30, 2014, 12:38 AM
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Been increasing with time... a week, then a week and a half till Sunday just gone (on 2 days at the mo)... little steps, does feel like a pressure pot though
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