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#677
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Tuesday I gave in to the urges after nearly 4 months. And then I cut again yesterday. Want to again today....
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![]() Bill3, ShiningLight
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#678
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5 weeks and 4 days.
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Everyone wants happiness, No one wants pain, But you can't have a rainbow Without a little rain. I am attempting recovery from depression, social anxiety, self harm, suicidal ideation, and some crappy life stuff. The last time I self harmed: 3/17/14 In therapy since: 1/13/14 I threw my blade away on June 6, 2014. ![]() I'm always happy to help. Please send me a message if you ever need to talk about anything. ![]() |
![]() Bill3, ShiningLight
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#679
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Made it to 6 weeks yesterday!!
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Everyone wants happiness, No one wants pain, But you can't have a rainbow Without a little rain. I am attempting recovery from depression, social anxiety, self harm, suicidal ideation, and some crappy life stuff. The last time I self harmed: 3/17/14 In therapy since: 1/13/14 I threw my blade away on June 6, 2014. ![]() I'm always happy to help. Please send me a message if you ever need to talk about anything. ![]() |
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#680
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I did it Sunday and I want to do it tonight even though my T told me to take a break from it. She made me angry so this is a twisted way to rebel and feel in control.
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#681
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It's been three days. I cut multiple times for the first time in years. Six to be exact and two pins jammed into my wrist. I regret my weakness.
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Allie Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder. I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress. I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
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![]() Anonymous200125, Bill3, RunningInTheRain, ShiningLight, StarStrike
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#682
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I suspect that you are thinking of her birthday.
I'm so sorry for your pain and loss. (((((atomicc))))) |
#683
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About 8 hours ago....this is fast becoming a habit again and I'm not sure why, it isn't even helping like usual.
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![]() Bill3, RunningInTheRain, ShiningLight, StarStrike
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#684
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Yeah this has definitely become habit again...
Habit/necessity...whatever. |
![]() Bill3, RunningInTheRain, ShiningLight, smmath, StarStrike
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#685
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it's been about a month and a half for me. it's getting harder.
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Are you okay? I'm acting like I'm okay - please don't interrupt my performance! ![]() |
![]() Bill3, RunningInTheRain, ShiningLight, StarStrike
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#686
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It's been a while since I've posted this. But... I'm back at zero again.
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
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#687
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6 weeks and 3 days now.
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Everyone wants happiness, No one wants pain, But you can't have a rainbow Without a little rain. I am attempting recovery from depression, social anxiety, self harm, suicidal ideation, and some crappy life stuff. The last time I self harmed: 3/17/14 In therapy since: 1/13/14 I threw my blade away on June 6, 2014. ![]() I'm always happy to help. Please send me a message if you ever need to talk about anything. ![]() |
![]() ShiningLight, StarStrike
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![]() Bill3
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#688
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I gave myself a day off from it yesterday...not sure that I can manage today too.
![]() It would have been four months today if I hadn't given in last week! |
![]() RunningInTheRain, StarStrike
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#689
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6 weeks and 5 days. Very close to 7 weeks.
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Everyone wants happiness, No one wants pain, But you can't have a rainbow Without a little rain. I am attempting recovery from depression, social anxiety, self harm, suicidal ideation, and some crappy life stuff. The last time I self harmed: 3/17/14 In therapy since: 1/13/14 I threw my blade away on June 6, 2014. ![]() I'm always happy to help. Please send me a message if you ever need to talk about anything. ![]() |
![]() StarStrike
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#690
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Two days. Just waiting for an opportunity where I'm home alone. Haven't had one yet.
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
![]() Bill3, RunningInTheRain, smmath
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#691
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I'm not sure of the exact length of time, a week maybe. But I just wanted to say that I avoided self-injuring on Friday by employing some DBT distress tolerance. That's a first for me.
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![]() Bill3, notz, RunningInTheRain, smmath, StarStrike
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#692
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Three days.
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
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#693
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It's been 10 days since I SI'd.
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![]() Bill3, StarStrike
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#694
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Four days...
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
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#695
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Make that zero days.
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
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#696
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7 weeks as of yesterday!! I'm very excited.
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Everyone wants happiness, No one wants pain, But you can't have a rainbow Without a little rain. I am attempting recovery from depression, social anxiety, self harm, suicidal ideation, and some crappy life stuff. The last time I self harmed: 3/17/14 In therapy since: 1/13/14 I threw my blade away on June 6, 2014. ![]() I'm always happy to help. Please send me a message if you ever need to talk about anything. ![]() |
![]() Bill3, StarStrike
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#697
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One day.
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
![]() RunningInTheRain
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#698
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7 weeks and 2 days. The urges are so tough right now...
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Everyone wants happiness, No one wants pain, But you can't have a rainbow Without a little rain. I am attempting recovery from depression, social anxiety, self harm, suicidal ideation, and some crappy life stuff. The last time I self harmed: 3/17/14 In therapy since: 1/13/14 I threw my blade away on June 6, 2014. ![]() I'm always happy to help. Please send me a message if you ever need to talk about anything. ![]() |
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#699
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After relapsing finally 1 day
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![]() Bill3, RunningInTheRain, StarStrike
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#700
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Two days.
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
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