[Daeva]

After my T betrayed/abandoned me on friday it has sent me into a downwards spiral. I was suicidal and SI'd alot in september but the suicidal feelings left in early october, and i SI'd alot less. And I haven't SI'd in a month now until last night. But this hurt has spiralled me right back into suicidal feelings and SI. I just I really need someone to be here for me right now. But I have no families and all my friends are out of town on vacation and I'm all alone.

[the abyss]

be strong there are lots of people on here who understand and will listen
you are special and unique.
know that some one cares.

[boncliffkennels]

I can understand your feeling and I to have been urged to SI, even today but I am trying to hold out. I am living One Hour at a time! If I can make it through this hour it makes it all the easier to make it through the next. Feeling alone is hard and scary, nothing worse then being alone in a crowd. There are others like us out there and you can always find someone to lean on for support who understands what you're going through. You have already taken the first step by realizing you need help and then asking for it!

[atomicc]

I hope that you are okay, I know what it's like to feel like you have no one to talk to. We're here for you. Hang in there

[mazing]

I can understand feeling alone, but you are never alone here Please lean on the forum if you need to. We are here to support you through this.

The urges will pass again It will get better again.

[Sharp_Lace]

Im sorry your feeling so alone.
I know how you feel. Every body here is around to support you though! Feel free to chat with us.
Send me a message I would be glad to talk.

Also, do you have any hobbies you could turn to as a distraction? I usually find some thing I like to to or have to do to distract myself.