Ruined life *trigger*

My boyfriend left me. He just got in his car and left. I will harm, I have to. I deserve it. Right now all I can think about is how to get a blade (since I threw mine out), and get away and do it. I have to be punished. I ruined everything.

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Please don't hurt yourself

I'm so sorry to hear that. I can't imagine what you must be going through right now. Please try to take care of yourself.

I know it hurts but it will ease again. It will get easier to manage in time. You don't deserve to be hurt.

Can you try holding out, even for just a small time? 30 minutes, 10 minutes, 5 minutes, 1 minute? Whatever you can manage.

Angel, I'm so sorry that you're experiencing this pain - I wish you didn't, and that I could just take it all away, and only leave joy and love and peace... but until then, try and hold on okay? I really hope you don't SI, but I know how it gets sometimes... Just hold off for as long as you can, and maybe distract yourself with things you love, like eating chocolate or watching a really good movie or going for a long walk outside to clear your mind. Things get really hard sometimes, really incredibly difficult, and it's nearly impossible to imagine them getting better - but they always do. So hold on tight, Angel, and a better day will come soon, I know it will. Feel free to pm me if you need to talk, or just chat about random things, or need a friend. I'm always here, every day