I'm soooo stupid! Massive trigger warning!!!!!!

I want to hurt myself badly. Been fighting the urge for a while today. Very stupidly, I triggered myself by reading some other posts in this forum. Now I wanna do what others have talked about and hurt my privates. However, I'm stupid enough to not know how to do that and that annoys me...............well, I know how...............it's just that, I guess, I don't know where to do what I want to do. Is that stupid or what? I don't even know my own body enough to know where my private is that I wanna hurt.................not looking for suggestions or help, just support.
Toes

(((((Toes)))))

No suggestions...just support.
Stay safe,
W

Hi toesquasher, NO stupid about it!!! If you've been fighting the urges it's completely understandable how you might be drawn here.............maybe to feel that other people understand, because you can relate to things on her, to see that you're not on your own, to see if/how other people are managing.....something/s like that, maybe???
But of course sometimes thoughts/urges can spiral..................
And if you'll allow me just one suggestion..............perhaps it will help just a little if you go back to "things to do instead" http://forums.psychcentral.com/self-...-yourself.html ??
But if you want to talk.............
Try to take care

Alison

can you call or text your T if you see one?