[ontheotherside]

everyday it gets harder. I'm not quite sure what else i can do to stop myself. everything is a weapon, and every word a dagger. i don't know what to do anymore. I don't trust myself alone, but i can't stand being around anyone. my stress level has skyrocketed to the point where i can't even do anything. I'm so tired of being brave and being strong, whats the point? i've been taking medications now for almost a year with no result. I've talked to counselors, I've tried talking with my boyfriend and my sister, but they don't understand and i can't make them. I'm on my own here, and i can't handle this. i just want to smile for real just once, to be alone and not be battling myself regarding SI. i just need a hug from someone who understands.
thanks for listening

[palerefraction]

I understand what you mean. stay strong

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[mrmag]

I know what it fells like to go through what you are going through right now I found a hobby it hasn't solved the problem but it gets my mind off of it long enough that I haven't SI in over a year. What worked for me was well violent games like COD, Halo things like that, and I enjoyed it. If you can find a hobby that could take up a large amount of spare time that you enjoy then that would be a great thing to do. If you need to talk you know get the weight off your shoulder i'm willing to listen and try to help. You can PM when ever ill try to respond quickly until them Good luck.

[avlady]

Find a good radio station

[Achy Turtle Armor]

Originally Posted by avlady

Find a good radio station

Music is the best.

i agree with the music vote. here for you ontheotherside