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Old Jan 27, 2015, 06:52 PM
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Old Jan 27, 2015, 08:02 PM
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It's been a couple hours. I was called a fat ugly b**** and so I carved those words on my leg. It's great when the worst things you believe about yourself are confirmed, isn't it. I hate myself.

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Old Jan 27, 2015, 09:42 PM
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It's been a couple hours. I was called a fat ugly b**** and so I carved those words on my leg. It's great when the worst things you believe about yourself are confirmed, isn't it. I hate myself.
I'm sorry. I cut "fat" on my stomach years ago and it is finally starting to fade. if it's ok.
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Old Jan 28, 2015, 08:01 AM
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10 hours. Before that it had been 3 days. Got into a massive fight with my mom and sister and locked myself in my room for the rest of the night. Promised my mom I wouldn't cut days ago but couldn't keep the promise last night.
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Old Jan 28, 2015, 09:39 AM
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Was worried that now that I'm single I'd mess up knowing that no one will see, but so far so good. 7months.
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Old Jan 28, 2015, 08:44 PM
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Old Jan 28, 2015, 10:48 PM
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I ended up relapsing again...only 9 hours ago.
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Old Jan 29, 2015, 05:16 PM
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Old Jan 30, 2015, 03:23 PM
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Old Jan 30, 2015, 03:26 PM
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probably not the thread for it, but do you ever know you're going to relapse and just.. dont care?

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Old Jan 30, 2015, 04:50 PM
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Old Jan 30, 2015, 04:51 PM
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probably not the thread for it, but do you ever know you're going to relapse and just.. dont care?

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All the time. And yet I don't care. ... but I do care. So confusing.
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Old Jan 30, 2015, 06:02 PM
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Old Jan 31, 2015, 07:35 PM
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Old Jan 31, 2015, 10:17 PM
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Several... But it is sooo on my mind.
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Old Feb 01, 2015, 08:24 AM
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Still around 7 months, I feel like every time I come on this thread that I'm trying to tempt myself into giving in.
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Old Feb 01, 2015, 09:58 AM
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Old Feb 01, 2015, 10:32 AM
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I guess it's been about 10 days, possibly 2 weeks. I have difficulty telling what day it is, so that's an estimate. That's pretty good since I've been having urges every day. Last night I had urges really bad so I called my mom. She was like, so what happens when we get off the phone, then you'll go hurt yourself? And I said, no, the idea is that you are going to distract me until I'm not dwelling on these thoughts anymore. Anyways, I did make it through the night. So that's good.
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Old Feb 02, 2015, 10:20 PM
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Old Feb 03, 2015, 12:57 AM
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I haven't cut in a few days, but I've done other things. Do they even count? I'm supposed to find things less harmful than cutting, but I think that's BS.
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Old Feb 03, 2015, 01:42 AM
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Old Feb 03, 2015, 07:00 AM
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Old Feb 03, 2015, 08:19 AM
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Hoping to make it from 7 months to 8 and not stuff up a few days in, tonight is going to be hard.
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Old Feb 03, 2015, 10:12 AM
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2 months, 1 week, and, ermmm...3 days.
My t said she was pleased. She said it twice. I think she almost said 'proud', then changed it to pleased.
But I miss it, sometimes hardly at all but sometimes sooooooooooo bad.
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