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#152
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3 days!
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#153
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It's been a couple hours. I was called a fat ugly b**** and so I carved those words on my leg. It's great when the worst things you believe about yourself are confirmed, isn't it. I hate myself.
Last edited by notz; Jan 27, 2015 at 10:42 PM. Reason: added trigger icon |
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#154
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...In the darkness I will meet my creators And they will all agree, that I’m a suffocator
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#155
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10 hours. Before that it had been 3 days. Got into a massive fight with my mom and sister and locked myself in my room for the rest of the night. Promised my mom I wouldn't cut days ago but couldn't keep the promise last night.
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#156
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Was worried that now that I'm single I'd mess up knowing that no one will see, but so far so good. 7months.
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#157
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Almost 24hrs...
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...In the darkness I will meet my creators And they will all agree, that I’m a suffocator
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#158
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I ended up relapsing again...only 9 hours ago.
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"I've got a war in my mind." "They try to change you, Crush and break you, Try to tell you what to do, They'd like to have control of you, Back against the wall, In danger of losing it all, Search deep inside, Remember who you are." |
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#159
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12 hours
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#160
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about 5 hours
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#161
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probably not the thread for it, but do you ever know you're going to relapse and just.. dont care?
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#162
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2 hours
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#163
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All the time. And yet I don't care. ... but I do care. So confusing.
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#166
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Several... But it is sooo on my mind.
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...In the darkness I will meet my creators And they will all agree, that I’m a suffocator
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#167
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Still around 7 months, I feel like every time I come on this thread that I'm trying to tempt myself into giving in.
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#168
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Back to 4!
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#169
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I guess it's been about 10 days, possibly 2 weeks. I have difficulty telling what day it is, so that's an estimate. That's pretty good since I've been having urges every day. Last night I had urges really bad so I called my mom. She was like, so what happens when we get off the phone, then you'll go hurt yourself? And I said, no, the idea is that you are going to distract me until I'm not dwelling on these thoughts anymore. Anyways, I did make it through the night. So that's good.
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#170
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4 months on the 4th
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#171
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I haven't cut in a few days, but I've done other things. Do they even count? I'm supposed to find things less harmful than cutting, but I think that's BS.
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#172
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13 Months
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#173
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10 weeks.....
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#174
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Hoping to make it from 7 months to 8 and not stuff up a few days in, tonight is going to be hard.
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#175
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2 months, 1 week, and, ermmm...3 days.
My t said she was pleased. She said it twice. I think she almost said 'proud', then changed it to pleased. But I miss it, sometimes hardly at all but sometimes sooooooooooo bad. |
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