Relapsed.

After two weeks clean, which is the longest I've been "clean" since I started self harming, I gave in to the urges. Well whatever I don't really care tbh.

It's okay. Been there, done that. A lot of people have actually. Just hang in there. Find help and love with your family and close friends. They are the only ones who can really help you right now. PM me.

Still you made progress even if it was only for two weeks. We all have to start somewhere and sounds like you were doing something right.

Hi HolographicTardis, really well done on the two weeks "clean"!!!!
I'm guessing that must have been really hard for you at times, so massive credit there!!!
And you gave into the urges............well don't let that take away from the achievement you made.........two weeks!!!
It's not like you failed, it can be so hard to give up SI sometimes when the "need" is there..........so if you slipped..........well you've still got the two weeks you managed not to. You've still got a big achievement!!!
So please don't see it as the urges won......or you "can't do it"..........maybe more about trying to work more to the point where you can be "clean" for three weeks another time.........and then..........
And you know maybe work on building in more coping skills, or getting more support with the feelings that can sometimes lead to.............???
It can be such an uphill battle, but you've already shown you have some real strength in holding off...........and don't forget we're here for you too!!!
Here if you want to talk...............
And once again..............two weeks!!!! Really well done!!!!!!
Alison

its okay. i did too. just a bump in the road. dont beat yourself up.