Almost to day 1000

I'm on here again because this week I haven't been myself. I screamed at my dad, said some nasty things to my mom, and felt worse everytime after I did something like it. It took me hours to calm down after doing those things because I kept thinking how awful I was to do that but I was too stubborn to apologize which made it like an endless war. So my old cutting thoughts came back so I'm on here again. I'm less than a month away from reaching 1000 days without it.

I know the feeling. I was at 176 days... Now I'm at 21 days... It's not worth it. And I thought that after 176!!! Keep your streak!!!

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<3 CONGRATS on the nearly 1000 days!! Holy cow! That's awesome!
Sorry you are struggling though. It's not always a straight shot, and sometimes the urges come back (I'm struggling again today after several weeks of not worryign about it at all). Is there anything behind those triggering events that brought them on? Would other activities help take your mind off the sh? What has helped you through the past almost 1000 days?
It may not be worth it in hind-sight (breaking your streak), but I know how hard it can be to battle that urge some days. It can feel like it will *totally* be worth it if it means some relief... It's ok if you slip up, however is there anything you can do to avoid slipping up?

Congratulations on lasting so long, I really hope you can continue and get through this tough time without falling off the wagon.