I give myself a trophy :)

Its been about two /three weeks since i cut last....my security place has always been the bathroom...which is weird...but for some reason its my security blanket....well for three weeks now....i have "replaced" cutting with giving myself a good face wash...and brush my teeth ( i always do that lol ) and good flossing and mouthwash....now i know you probably are thinking...well i do that everyday...so do i ...but now i do it three times a day (except the facewashing unless i need it because i dont want my skin to dry out) normally i brush once a day and dont floss ( i know but you guys should know when you are depressed things dont come as easy) so i have also started crocheting an afgahn...it will be cream colored with this beautiful dark turqouis N in the middle....because my future last name will start with an N...lol so i am keeping myself busy....and instead of going in the bathroom a million times a day i go in three times...and give myself a miny spa moment...along with some nice smelly lotion (cocabutter mostly ) and a good shave....iive been looking into some self help books....ts pretty nice actually...and i havent cut...so i am pretty proud of myself .....you proud of me? lol...i guess i need some people to jump up and down for me in exitment...you guys know how hard it is....go figure...it stopped when i stopped speaking to my parents.....how ironic....lets hope i keep up the good work..i never have gone this long ...ive been getting compliments too. at work too...yey for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.S Guess what!!! I also am sleeping every night...granted i take tyelonl pm...but the greatest kicker of them all is im not getting nightmares....or at least i dont remember them and thats sure good enough for me yey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yay! I am proud of you ((((ina)))) It's good you are finding other good things to do instead. It can be very hard to stop, so it's good that you're doing so well.

(((((inacorner)))))
proud of you!

*jumps up and down in excitement*

((((((((((((((((Inny)))))))))))))))))))) You have come up with some wonderful things to do when you feel you want to SI. I am so happy for you.

BB

((((((((((( Inny ))))))))))))))))

I am impressed, and very excited for you! Good job!

BTW, I like the bathroom too. My last house had a nice, big master bath and was carpeted, and there was a built-in desk-like vanity counter, and I used to sit under there. That was my secure place. I'm really missing that here, since my bathroom doesn't even lock and is tiny.

Keep up the good work!



Rap

.....i see its going to be alot harder than i thought...
still havent done it though.....

yay yay yay and yay

im super proud of ur efforts and accomplishments thus far


((((inny my twing!!))))