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Its been about two /three weeks since i cut last....my security place has always been the bathroom...which is weird...but for some reason its my security blanket....well for three weeks now....i have "replaced" cutting with giving myself a good face wash...and brush my teeth ( i always do that lol ) and good flossing and mouthwash....now i know you probably are thinking...well i do that everyday...so do i ...but now i do it three times a day (except the facewashing unless i need it because i dont want my skin to dry out) normally i brush once a day and dont floss ( i know but you guys should know when you are depressed things dont come as easy) so i have also started crocheting an afgahn...it will be cream colored with this beautiful dark turqouis N in the middle....because my future last name will start with an N...lol so i am keeping myself busy....and instead of going in the bathroom a million times a day i go in three times...and give myself a miny spa moment...along with some nice smelly lotion (cocabutter mostly ) and a good shave....iive been looking into some self help books....ts pretty nice actually...and i havent cut...so i am pretty proud of myself .....you proud of me? lol...i guess i need some people to jump up and down for me in exitment...you guys know how hard it is....go figure...it stopped when i stopped speaking to my parents.....how ironic....lets hope i keep up the good work..i never have gone this long ...ive been getting compliments too. at work too...yey for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
P.S Guess what!!! I also am sleeping every night...granted i take tyelonl pm...but the greatest kicker of them all is im not getting nightmares....or at least i dont remember them and thats sure good enough for me yey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ![]()
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Yay! I am proud of you ((((ina)))) It's good you are finding other good things to do instead. It can be very hard to stop, so it's good that you're doing so well.
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(((((inacorner)))))
proud of you! *jumps up and down in excitement* ![]()
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((((((((((((((((Inny)))))))))))))))))))) You have come up with some wonderful things to do when you feel you want to SI. I am so happy for you.
BB
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((((((((((( Inny ))))))))))))))))
I am impressed, and very excited for you! Good job! BTW, I like the bathroom too. My last house had a nice, big master bath and was carpeted, and there was a built-in desk-like vanity counter, and I used to sit under there. That was my secure place. I'm really missing that here, since my bathroom doesn't even lock and is tiny. Keep up the good work! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Rap
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.....i see its going to be alot harder than i thought...
still havent done it though.....
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yay yay yay and yay
im super proud of ur efforts and accomplishments thus far ((((inny my twing!!)))) |
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