calling

oh god, it's calling, it's been calling all day
intoxicating, washing through me
i want to embrace it more than i can say
dark and erotic, why can't this be ok

why can't it be a human's touch and not
the blade her in my pocket, it's usual place
my constant companion, my lover of these past days

i know you understand that's why i say this
let me know that it's ok to fall into waiting arms

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Lothlorien))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

i'm sorry you're having a tough time today!

((((((((((((((((((( Lothlorien ))))))))))))))))))

((((((((((((Lothlorien)))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Please try and be safe.

BB

closed room alone and cold, liquor burns my throat
it numbs me and cleans my shame.
calling me he waits ragged and calm, yet bright with promise.
then the rush of headstrong rapture
he strikes fast
i see the white light of a life beyond this crude charade
my head now rests
in peace I press my lips to my release
as amber liquid spills with pain down my arm

http://www.selfinjury.com/

thank you guys.

i'm past the worst of it now. it helped to write it out this time. thank you for giving me a safe place so share that.

(((gostryter)))
((((fuzzy)))
(((bb))))
((((shreky))))

Lothie

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I'm glad u didn't but chose to write instead tonight..........U made the right choice and showed ur self that u can rise above and take control .........tonight was a big step 4 U....and ur also showing others that they can too.........I hope u do the same time and time again........U should keep a record 4 ur self and always try to do the same........

I'm proud of u and I'm sure others here r as well...........

U really did it............................

((((((((shreky))))))))))

thank you, i'm glad i made it through too. your post made my day.

*hugs*

Loth

(((((((((Lothlorien))))))))))

thanks jacq *hugs*

((((((canders)))))) thanks and happy birthday !