[LittleMilly]

I AM SICK OF THIS **** LIFE!!!!!!!! I AM SICK OF EVERYTHING IN THIS LIFE!!!!!!!!!! AND WHAT THE HELL IS PREMO!!!!!!!!! A PREPPY EMO??????????? HOW THE **** DO YOU GET THAT!!!!!!!! YOU CAN BE PREPPY AND EMO IT JUST DONT WORK!!!!! AND WHO THE **** SAID THAT I CANT BE A CHRISTIAN AND EMO AT THE SAME TIME!!!!!!!!!!! I DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT MY RELIGION ANY MORE!!!!!!!! AND WHAT THE HECK IS A STUPID IDIOT WHO ASKED ME TO HAVE SEX WITH HIM IN EXCHANGE FOR CIGARETTES DOING ASKING ME TO BREAK UP WITH MY GIRLFRIEND FOR!!!!!! I AM FRUSTRATED AND HURT!!!!!! MY HANDS ARE BLEEDING AND SO ARE MY WRISTS!!!!!!! AND YOU KNOW WHAT... I DONT CARE!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA LOOK AT MILLY SHE IS SO PREMO BECAUSE SHE CUTS HURTSELF BECAUSE SHE CANT DEAL WITH ANYTHING!!! AHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!! HAPPY NOW THAT I ADMIT I CANT DEAL WITH LIFE????????? HAPPY???????? COME ON DAMN IT GIVE ME AN ANSWER!!!!!!! JUST BECAUSE I SEE**** WHICH AINT THERE AND COMPLETELY FREAK OUT...JUST BECAUSE I CAN BE HAPPY SOMETIMES BUT THEN CUT MYSELF CAUSE I CANT STAND THE WORLD DOES THAT MAKE ME PREMO??????????? WHY CANT YOU JUST ALL LEAVE ME ALONE TO DIE?????????? I GET TORMENTED EVERY SINGLE DAY AND I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE!!! I AM NOT EMO!!!!! I JUST DONT WANT TO LIVE THIS ANYMORE!!!!!!! IT IS TOO PAINFUL!!!

LEAVE ME HERE TO DIE

MY SOUL AINT WORTH SAVING
AND IT AINT WORTH THE EFFORT

Milly

[bipolar_bear]

(((((((((((((((((((((((Milly))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am sorry things are so hard for you right now.

[gostryter]

(((((((((((((((((milly)))))))))))))))))))))

hi milly girl! take a deep breath! you are right - life can be horrifically painful! don't let other people label you and make you feel bad! you are sweet girl trying the best she can! you hold on little one! you're stronger than you think.

(((((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))))))

[damajdancer]

((((((((((((( milly )))))))))))))))
you are who you are and people cant change you. you dont have to be emo or preppy or anything...you are just you, so f*** everyone else who has nothing better to do than to judge you just to make themselves feel better.
for every little bit of pain you feel now is a load of happiness for you later on. you will get through this, you are strong.

[silentlyscreaming]

((((((((((milly))))))))))

I'm sorry you're hurting. Let it out hun. Scream, kick, shout, break some glass. Do whatever you need to do.
Don't stand back and take in other peoples judgement and criticism. They are just ignorant, insensitive s**ts.
Everytime someone labels you or says something bad too you, remember your PC family, and how much we care for you.

[blah__x]

((((((((milly))))))))

i agree. take it out on anything thats not valueable.

you're valueable..

[sujunew]

(((((milly)))))
remember that there is a whle community here who care for you ((((())))). Sorry things are so bad for you right now; I hope that things can start to improve a bit soon. Take care, you ARE worth the effort.
xxxirish

[MyBestKids2]

(((((((((milly))))))))

so sorry things are crappy...I am keeping you close in my heart and thoughts, promise!

[Rapunzel]

((((((( Milly )))))))))

They need to let people decide for themselves what groups they relate to and identify themselves with, and not label people. "Emo" often seems derogatory, somehow. I'm not sure that I understand it entirely, but it's almost like those who choose that image are mocking people who really do have emotional disorders, at least sometimes. I'm sure that some who call themselves emo have real problems - almost everyone does, and there is always a reason why people do everything they do. But I don't think you are emo if you don't choose to be.

Milly, you sound so very angry. I can gather that you are venting your feelings toward someone IRL who has hurt you, but remember that we are on your side here. It's hard to read such an angry post, for those who have a hard time with anger and might not be sure at first that it isn't directed at them. They might not be able to read enough to find out what you are mad about.

Don't let someone else define you, or push you into doing things out of anger. Whatever they say reflects on them, not on you. You are you, and you are worth saving. I'd like to hear more about you, from your perspective, not what someone else says (that means nothing, especially in the form of labels that don't even fit).

TC,
Rap