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I'm new here.
when i was bout 13yrs i 1st cut myself, since then i've always found relief from hurting myself (normally hitting stuff). but within da past 2yrs i've been gettin more serious and started cutting myself and burning myself with cigarettes (even though i dont smoke, regularly at least). a while ago i stopped 4 bout 2 wks, but have now started again. i seem 2 find any excuse 2 do it. is this wrong? wots wrong with me? i'm loosing da plot.
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I'm at uni studying ICT. Planning on being a teacher, though every day i'm drifting from that dream |
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I'm sorry to hear about this. You ask your self the question 'what's wrong?' a few times here. First of all, you have to remind yourself that there are so many people in the world who do this, including myself, so your not alone for one. Can I ask you what made you think about cutting yourself in the first place? Maybe if you find out what started this all off, you can begin to have a deeper understanding of all this.. Love Baby G x x x
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~ HEY! I run a site on mental health called The Manic Years. I'm looking for some brave souls to share their own personal encounters with mental health. Are you up for sharing your story? Please get in touch on themanicyears@gmail.com. Thank you ![]() Follow my blog here; http://themanicyears.com Lola Olivia ~ 7/11/11 ~ my reason for breathing Bipolar Affective Disorder type 2 - (2013) 'Borderline traits' Dissociative episodes |
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well the very first reason, wen i was 13, was coz i upset a girl. but now its 4 reasons i kno of but, without being rude dont want 2 discuss. i've tried stoppin da 'reasons', it hasnt worked. i've tried distracting myself from SH wen i get tht way, but then i norm go 4 a drive at really dangerous speeds. lol. or resorting 2 drinking. but in honesty i do all of them.
anyway, cheers 4 ur support.
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No probs
![]() Well, chin up for now, and remember anytime you feel the need to 'let it out' you can always come on here and chat. Oh and by reading the post things to do instead of self harming really helped for me, Im sure theres at least one thing that might work for you! Take care xxx
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~ HEY! I run a site on mental health called The Manic Years. I'm looking for some brave souls to share their own personal encounters with mental health. Are you up for sharing your story? Please get in touch on themanicyears@gmail.com. Thank you ![]() Follow my blog here; http://themanicyears.com Lola Olivia ~ 7/11/11 ~ my reason for breathing Bipolar Affective Disorder type 2 - (2013) 'Borderline traits' Dissociative episodes |
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i know how you feel when i was about 14 i got dumped by this guy that i was in love with, he was suicidal and when he dumped me i started cutting myself i kept doing that til i met my next boyfriend and we were together til the middle of last year when he dumped me i started smoking when that happened to relieve the stress and it stopped me from suicidal thoughts then i got with this oda guy and he hurt me really bad and i realised that i needed serious help so i quit smoking and stopped self harm and started talking to peoplle and that has helped me alot
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I've tried tlkin 2 a friend, but since i've told him bout my self harming i've avoided tlking 2 him and wen i do i always say i'm fine and much better, even though i'm not. in fact i all my friends seem 2 think tht i'm fine and nothings wrong with me (coz i hide it and lie 2 them). but really i'm screwed up and confused as hell. sometimes i wish i was dead! but i never can get myself 2 make a deep enough cut on my wrist, tough i have come close. i nd help, but i dont kno where 2 get it! i've tried samaritans , ht dont work, i've tried my uni counselling but tht dont work!
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I feel exactly the same.
Me and my friends are really close and a few of them are aware about my self harming, but seems like they just ignore it. Even though I know that they'd be there for me for ANYTHING, I still feel I have no one to talk to. I think the reason why they dont seem to bring it up to attention is because either they are frightened themselves, scared I might not want to talk about it or simply because I put on a show in front of them and make them think I'm ok (when actually I'm screaming for help inside). Any of your friends who know about your situation, maybe it would help if you explained to them that your not doing good and to show them that it is ok for them to talk about it to you openly. I recently let my boyfriend know that he can mention it anytime and I have to say it helps a lot more because he regularly asks how Im feeling now and brings it out into the open and gives me a chance to talk about it. By doing that Ive gone from thinking I have no one to talk to and that no one cares about how I am coping, to having someone to bring it up every so often and it truely does help me BabyG xxx
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~ HEY! I run a site on mental health called The Manic Years. I'm looking for some brave souls to share their own personal encounters with mental health. Are you up for sharing your story? Please get in touch on themanicyears@gmail.com. Thank you ![]() Follow my blog here; http://themanicyears.com Lola Olivia ~ 7/11/11 ~ my reason for breathing Bipolar Affective Disorder type 2 - (2013) 'Borderline traits' Dissociative episodes |
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I'm gonna try 2 tell another friend 2nite. i hope i can. i'll let u kno how it goes
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I'm at uni studying ICT. Planning on being a teacher, though every day i'm drifting from that dream |
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i do it to just not feel inside. i want to be numb. u relate?
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18 years old, brown hair and eyes, overweight. i have an addiction to cutting. and drinking. and playing with fire |
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well i tried tellin a friend, but i jst couldnt! i dont want another person lookin at me diff. well another failure under my belt! joy!
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I'm at uni studying ICT. Planning on being a teacher, though every day i'm drifting from that dream |
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ahh, dont give up!
what about the people that are aware of it, have you not spoken to them? xxx
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~ HEY! I run a site on mental health called The Manic Years. I'm looking for some brave souls to share their own personal encounters with mental health. Are you up for sharing your story? Please get in touch on themanicyears@gmail.com. Thank you ![]() Follow my blog here; http://themanicyears.com Lola Olivia ~ 7/11/11 ~ my reason for breathing Bipolar Affective Disorder type 2 - (2013) 'Borderline traits' Dissociative episodes |
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Hi holmes 96! Your name made me smile
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thanks 4 ur support guys.
though, despite ur advice i'm not gonna tell anybody bout it anymore. i deal with things better by myself, i'm v. self-conscious. and plus if i cant deal with this by myself then i'll b screwed in later life, wen things get tougher. holmes
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maybe....
but maybe you just gotta find the right person to tell, eh? hugs, kiya
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