violence against yourself

Sometimes i think i want to get in a violent relationship again. I feel so bad inside. I want to hurt myself but its easier if someone else does it.

i felt the same way at one point in my life. i would get beat so often i felt a void when it wasn't happening. my husband is a really nice guy and would not want to physically hurt me. during our first year of marriage i actually asked him to hit me to make me feel better. he wouldn't instead he just kept telling me how much he loved me and wouldn't leave or hurt me

maybe if you find out the underlying reasons you want to be hurt maybe you could find a solution to stop the desire for injury.

i hope this helps at least some. know that you are not alone in that feeling.

Linda

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I think I understand that feeling, but if you got in a violent relationship and then you got scared of it or wanted some care instead, you'd probably find it a lot harder to get out of the relationship than in it

Hope you're doing ok...