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today is my birthday...the worst one i've had in a couple years. i cut the %#@&#! out of my wrists. i couldnt stop myself. im very very upset...who the hell wouldnt cut themselves if they got the %#@&#! beaten out of them just because they reminded their drunk father it was their birthday. he doenst want to remember the day i was born...since i was a mistake. help seems so far away right now.
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I'm so sorry damaj. Things get so hard sometimes, especially when the ones who should love us cause us pain. Try to hang in there and stay safe. I wish I could be there with you right now.
(((((((((hugs)))))))))
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![]() If there's anything we can do, please let us know. Keep posting how you're feeling, and try and find things that will distract you when you feel the urge to cut. Family can be so hard to deal with sometimes ![]() Hang in there, Hugs Jacq ![]() ![]()
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((((((((( damajdancer )))))))))))
I SI'ed on my birthday too... but for different reasons than you... I'm sorry your father was so horrible ![]() ![]()
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(((((((((((((((((((((((((((damajdancer))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am sorry your father treated you like that. I am sorry that it was on your birthday too. Sometimes things get overwhelming and it seems like that is the only way to cope. I understand and I am sorry.
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Next year find some friends to celebrate your birthday with you and plan something fun. I'm sorry your dad is like that.
((((((hugs)))))))
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