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Old Jan 04, 2008, 12:07 AM
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i was lookin at my scars from SI/DSH and well all i could think of was how good it was to cut and bleed and just have that scar there as a secret window into my heart and mind and how much pain i was in its been a long long time since i have cut and well if i wasnt sitting typing this id be in the bathroom with my blade cutting bleeding feeling freedom and relief... im really messed up inside my head rite now and i cant seem to get enough medication to feel better i dont want to hurt and i dont want to feel numb by meds anymore theres a screaming inside me that cant get out and its killing me inside

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Old Jan 04, 2008, 12:16 AM
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glad you're here at the computer instead!

(((((((((elsqueelio))))))))))))))))))

Is there anyone you can phone, or someway you can get out of the house for a while and take a breather and get away from the temptation?

Be safe. Keep talking.
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Old Jan 04, 2008, 12:34 AM
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(((canders))) sorry still cant let go of ur old name...
id leave the house but i woodnt know where to go its pretty hot outside.... (its summer where i am)
i just sit here
ty for ur words and hugs
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Old Jan 04, 2008, 12:52 AM
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hehe. I like my old username, so it's all good.

((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))) I'll sit with you if you want.
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Old Jan 04, 2008, 06:56 AM
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I hope you were able to keep f rom cutting. I am sorry for all the pain you are in right now.

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Old Jan 04, 2008, 07:28 PM
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i did keep away from cutting
went for a drive instead
thanks for sitting with me canders... looking at scars
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Old Jan 04, 2008, 11:19 PM
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I am right here with you in a similar boat. I feel like I got to get this out somehow to someone or I will explode. I hope you get through this. Hang tuff. You are doing a great job for making it such a very long time.
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Old Jan 07, 2008, 07:39 AM
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Old Jan 07, 2008, 09:13 AM
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you know how to reach me if you need to talk
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Old Jan 08, 2008, 01:59 AM
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i am glad you didn't cut...lyn
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