[darkpurplesecrets]

It seems tonight the urge to hurt is very real. We feel a need to release what feels so bottled inside it could burst. The one that holds so much of the desire to hurt is close. I am trying to hold off as I know it only helps for the moment, but the real pain is still there later.

Sometimes, just coming here and admitting what we feel helps to take away the urgency of the need. Just the place to be honest and say we hurt that bad. Sometimes knowing others understand.

We are fighting hard even as tears roll down our face, we are fighting. Our heart is heavy, our tears are many--but we are fighting.

cami

[sujunew]

(((((cami and others)))))
keep fighting

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((((( cami and all ))))))))))


love,
Fuzzy

[sabby]

(((((( cami & dear ones )))))))

Your strength and resolve is amazing. I know this is so hard for you and J but you both battle it back as much as you can and I'm so proud of both of you for trying so hard. Keep reaching out my friend and you will receive what you need and deserve.


sabby

[bipolar_bear]

I am so glad you came here rather than harming yourself. I know this is so hard for you and happy that you have been able to not hurt yourself. Know that we are out here and we understand and care. ((((((((((((((((((cami and all)))))))))))))))))

BB

[BalishBun]

Let me give you another thread, then your single thread will be stronger! --------------------------------------

[I_WMD]

>>> 1truth ,,,,,, Hello. , I be here with you and wait for the pain to lessen and then ,,, Hey ? Talk a bit later in chat and { here ,, Dry Your eyes ,,, } and go rest . I have a Busy Day and If the Sun is shining or snow is falling ,, Step outside and take yas outdoors and look up and enjoy the brightness of the day ,,, The warm and gentle winds will return soon My 1truth.

[GoodMama]

<font color="red"> <center>(((((CAMI))))) and (((((Others )))))</center> </font>

I am sending you warm and gentle hugs, Honey, from a Good Mama who really does understand your pain.

Your heart and your will are strong ... you have proven that by coming here. When you share your troubles, we each take a little and leave you with less. TRY to concentrate on your strength!

TRY, Cami ... that's all anyone can ever ask of you! Just TRY ... and know you have friends here who do understand.

[bchlyn]

i am sorry things are so hard... keep hanging on to that thread...ok?

[Christina86]

((((((((Hugs))))))))))) We're all here. Keep holding on.

Sorry things are rough right now.

[alyssa_angel]

((cam))

[darkpurplesecrets]

((((angel))))

Thank you for the hug. Love you.

cami

[recluse1]

((((((((cami)))))))))

I admire your honesty and your courage. I know things are tough right now. But you are tougher. you are strong. and you will make it thru this.

Know that you are loved and we are embracing you in a protective and loving light.

recluse1

[mlpHolmes]

Hi Cami!
Just wondering how you are? Sometimes a New Day is helpful. I hope some of the turbulance has settled down for you & events are also calmer for you. I empathesize with you 100%, & I know it's a hard struggle. I hope you knowing someone really does care about you makes a difference when you deciding to SI or not. You are one in a million, and a wonderful blessing in every life you touch.