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Old Feb 12, 2008, 01:08 AM
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i may have to give in - i can't start over just yet. fell yesterday and i can't get myself picked up again... may jst have to ride out the emotional wave and let it reset itself.
already ate chocolate tonight - the mood shift happened before that. at the moment, i'm in a trough of depression which is actually holding SI at bay. but not sure how long that will last. sorry all.
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Old Feb 12, 2008, 01:35 AM
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i am sorry your hurting... but don't look at it as starting over...look at all the success you have had just in the last week... your inspiring to me...lyn
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Old Feb 12, 2008, 01:50 AM
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((((((((((Kiya))))))))))))) hold on. you can do this.

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Old Feb 12, 2008, 01:58 AM
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Old Feb 12, 2008, 02:07 AM
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trying to hold tight - i'm slipping tho.
lyn, that's just what my t said to me tonight about not starting over - but to look at my 18 days success.
i start a new mood lifter tomorrow - can't today it would interfere with something else.

*crying*
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Old Feb 12, 2008, 08:54 AM
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Old Feb 12, 2008, 09:10 AM
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Holding your hand kiya,

Im here for you. I know i haven been around much. but im here today with you ok?

Please stay safe and know that Im thinking of you. you can do this. were stronger than this. we deserve better than this. keep reminding yourself that. or i will continue posting till you get the message ;-)

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Old Feb 12, 2008, 09:59 AM
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kiya... i know how hard it is...cuz i am right here in the same muck... keep looking at your successes...lyn
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Old Feb 12, 2008, 05:12 PM
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ty all

today is a better day.
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Old Feb 13, 2008, 01:09 AM
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i am so glad it's a better day for you .... me too
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Old Feb 13, 2008, 02:12 PM
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yay =) that's good, lyn

i can now say "day 2"
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