[mandazzle]

I was just talking to my friend yesterday and telling her about how I was still fighting because yesterday was 12 days. Well after I sent that email I ended up cutting again. I think I can expect to do it again very soon, that's what happens. I'll go a while without doing it and then it happens multiple times in a short time period.
Bleh I just feel like not trying anymore.

[SweetSunshine]

Manda~

I'm sorry this happened . I know how it feels. I think one thing that helps me so much is that I try to go one day at a time on not cutting. Once that works for awhile then try a week.. then 2 weeks .. then a month and so on. See how that goes for you. You've always got a chance to start over. We all do. Its not the end of the world hon. Its going to be ok. Try not to dwell on the shortcomings and move forward ok?

Hugz
Beth

[Kiya]

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[RozG]

((((((((Mandazzle)))))))) never give up trying....YOU'RE WORTH TOO MUCH!!!

[Fuzzybear]

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(((((((((((manda)))))))))))))

everything happens for a reason.
remember how we use to just sit in your room and be like why is life like this? what is the point? we would just sit there thinking life sucked and it wasnt fair. Eventually we always remembered sara. we remembered how sara struggled so much and was so hurt in her past and then we saw where she got and we thought about how much we need her and how much we rely on her. Dont forget about how happy it made us when sara told us some day we were going to be sara's for other people. we were going to learn to be strong because others were going to count on us for it like we count on her for it. So take your time manda because whether we like it or not we are right where god wants us. One day its going to be a thing of the past we are telling other teens about to help them get through it. i love you, sara loves you, and god loves you. everything will be okay.

[Christina86]

(((((((((((Mandazzle)))))))))))))

Good for you, you made it to 12 days! That's something to be proud of, it really is.

Keep trying, but be kind to yourself. It's normal to feel disappointed and to not want to try again, but you can do this.

Be safe, and take care of you.

[bipolar_bear]

(((((((((((((((((((mandazzle)))))))))))))))))))))) Don't give up. Please be kind to yourself.

BB

[Typo]

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[bchlyn]

it's hard not to look at it as a failure... but if you think about it... 12 days is really great... one slip doesn't change that... keep counting the possitive...lyn

[TaintedGoth1]

I usually go in 2 week cycles where the urges get strong. I've noticed that once I cut, it's easy to cut again because it's like trying to eat just one potato chip....ya know, you can't eat just one! But I think it's the same idea with cutting...you can't do it just once and be done with it.

Hang in there....you're stronger than you realize.