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Apr 16, 2008, 05:12 PM
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I cut last night...and i enjoyed every minute of it...
 ...I bled in the bathroom for a half-hour...i haven't really regretted it yet, and now i feel bad that i don't regret it...i think i suck at life... For the past few days, i haven't felt like eating anything...i feel like i don't deserve to eat anything, but then i get hungry, and once i do eat something, i feel bad...grrrr....
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Apr 16, 2008, 05:28 PM
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Aww I can relate to everything you have said, and the frustration that comes with it.
I never regret it either for a while after Ive done it, until I realise and try to stop... sometimes it seems like Im quitting only to fail again. Never mind, you dont suck at life, and everytime you feel like you dont deserve to eat just remember that you have to eat to live and its a completely natural thing lol. You shouldnt feel bad for it at all Hope you feel better soon and take care babyg xxx
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#3
Apr 16, 2008, 05:34 PM
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Life is not easy.
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Apr 16, 2008, 05:37 PM
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...i dont know, maybe part of me doesn't really want to live...
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Apr 16, 2008, 05:40 PM
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Well what about the other part of you what does?? Try to concentrate on the positives rather than the negatives!!
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~ HEY! I run a site on mental health called The Manic Years. I'm looking for some brave souls to share their own personal encounters with mental health. Are you up for sharing your story? Please get in touch on themanicyears@gmail.com. Thank you ~Follow my blog here; http://themanicyears.com Lola Olivia ~ 7/11/11 ~ my reason for breathing Bipolar Affective Disorder type 2 - (2013) 'Borderline traits' Dissociative episodes |
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#6
Apr 16, 2008, 05:44 PM
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((((((((Paintingravens))))))))))
I hope you feel better and to cheer you up here are some of those famous dancing chili peppers!!!    You shouldn't feel bad about eating..(unless it's my cooking)..it is another one of those nifty needs for survival..like water. Take care of your self dear..and know I'm always here for you!! LOts and LOts and LOts of hugs!! Silver |
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Apr 16, 2008, 08:29 PM
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ty everyone... (((everyone)))
and thanks for the chili peppers. I couldn't help but laugh a bit. (:
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#8
Apr 16, 2008, 11:08 PM
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Not everyone feels guilty when they cut...at least I never do.
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#9
Apr 17, 2008, 02:04 AM
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((((((((((((((paintingravens)))))))))))))))
Go easy on yourself. It's not easy dealing with emotions and stuff a lot of the time. Try to be safe, ok?
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Apr 17, 2008, 08:21 AM
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i am sorry you are hurting so much ... be gentle with yourself ...ok? lyn
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