gave in...

....after I have no idea how long, I don't keep track....several months at least....and now it's all up in my head again as a really good coping method and it won't go away.

I am crashing, bad, with the depression, for no good reason I can see, and having a lovely fit of self-loathing...it'll pass, right?

(((((((((((( bear buddy )))))))))))))
Hang with me in my cave, this will pass

Yep it Sure will! Be patient, Stay Hopeful,& Be Gentle with yourself ((((CANDYBEAR))))

You know it will pass. We've all been there. I'm still afraid of doing something. We have to make sure that we think of the time we made it without doing anything and focus on that--not the fact if we do something. It's hard, I know. When those thoughts come, they want out--NOW! It's so hard to control, and especially when we have moods and everything going on. It will get better!
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((((((((((((((((((((candybear))))))))))))))))))))))))) Sometimes things are just so hard. Yes, it will pass.

BB

(((((((((((((((candybear))))))))))))))))))

your successes are still your successes no matter what - they cannot be taken away from you!

It will pass, the worst will be over soon hun... keep this in mind it will be over before u know it. Then u can take a deep breath. Take care of yourself in the meantime

babyg xXx

((((((((((((( Candy )))))))))))))))

where you see one thing , i see anther: yeah,its been more than several months but still you are not defeated at all . look up and it will pass as its supposed to

((((((((((((Candy))))))))))))))

It will pass. It always does... it takes too long though most of the time

You did good on "a couple of months" my friend. You are still a good person. You are still worthy of good things. You are still (and always will be) loved.

Poopiebear, you not alone we're right here with ya, just got out of the pit myself, you will survive, heck look who ya got as a friend, meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

((((hugs))))) all -- I'm always afraid of forgetting someone, so I hope you don't mind the group hugs....

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm love those group hugs

I hate giving in but it'll be ok how are you feeling now?

Was great this morning, lots of energy, etc -- haven't been able to do anything but lay in bed and read since about 1 pm (it's about 4:45 now). Gotta love those mood swings. TY for asking, though.

((((candybear)))

You'll be ok hun

babyg xXx