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#1
Feb 06, 2007, 12:50 PM
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Well ... I cut myself just the other night.
First time in months. I'm sick...and I feel awful. I feel really run down and just overwhelmed. I distract myself with the stupid arguing and I think I'm arguing cuz I'm so angry. Just feeling really ******...feel like I'm coming "undone"...sort of like the book. I don't even feel like I have reason half the time to be the way I am. Some ppl go through so much and I don't know why I'm so pathetic. *shrugs*
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Feb 06, 2007, 01:59 PM
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>>>>>I don't even feel like I have reason half the time to be the way I am. Some ppl go through so much and I don't know why I'm so pathetic
Hey Eva, don't compare you. Your pain is pain, it is yours and uniquely yours. It hurts all the same and never feel otherwise. Cutting is a very fast and effective measure to falsely feel better right away. I feel it too. Can you take a day, an afternoon, an hour--anything--for taking care of you? Sounds like you need to slow and check in, maybe just curl up and away from the overwhelming-ness. Did you cut because you needed to say something? Feel something? Were you just angry? I am here for you...... |
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Feb 06, 2007, 02:21 PM
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Hello EVA. I hope things are going better for you at this time. Take care Soidhonia
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Feb 06, 2007, 04:25 PM
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Eva,
I'm sorry you're feeling so awful. Try not to beat yourself up. Petunia 
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Feb 06, 2007, 04:34 PM
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(((((((((((((((Eva))))))))))))))
I'm sorry things are so hard right now ... but you can't minimize what you're going through by comparing yourself to others. How you are feeling right now, how you are hurting, is real. I do understand where you are coming from though, i use to think like that alot, and i wont lie it still comes to my mind now and then ... but it is important that you realize that you need to take care of YOU. Don't worry about those other people out there, and don't compare youself... pain is pain, no matter where is comes from. take good care of yourself, Jacq
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Feb 06, 2007, 06:35 PM
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Hi Evaaaaa, I hope you are doing ok now. Take care of yourself. Joe
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Feb 06, 2007, 07:06 PM
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((((((((((((EVA))))))))))))
Don't compare yourself to anyone else. Your pain and your worries are no less important than anyone else's. People just get impacted differently by things. Take care of yourself.
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Feb 06, 2007, 10:54 PM
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Ty Talulah...I think I'm just worn down from being sick and just where I'm at.
I'm going to do what you said the next 2 days and just rest. Hopefully not talk to anybody...cept on here. Ppl here make me feel better ... just like you. Ty
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Feb 06, 2007, 10:55 PM
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Ty Soid & Petunia... I appreciate you're care and kind words...and just understanding.
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Feb 06, 2007, 10:57 PM
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Ty (((((( jacq )))))))
Well said ...ty for understanding. It was good to read what you wrote b/c like you said "it still comes to mind". This was one of those times and I shouldn't compare my situation.
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Feb 06, 2007, 10:59 PM
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((((((((((((( Eva )))))))))))))
Canders made a good post and so did jacq..... I need to nail those words onto my computer.... prop them up on a splashproof card by the basin...... glue them firmly to my fur....... you get the picture  
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Feb 06, 2007, 10:59 PM
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Ty joeeeee
It's just one of those moments and I've been good for a long time...when it comes to this topic. *shrugs* I guess I need to come here more.. lol Ty for taking time to listen
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Feb 06, 2007, 11:01 PM
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Ty ((((( canders )))))))
yes... we all can't help how we react .. huh I need to stop thinking of that cuz it only makes it worse.. huh
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Feb 06, 2007, 11:11 PM
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((((((((((((((((Eva)))))))))))))))))) Please don't compare what you are feeling to any one else. There is no more or less. What you are experiencing is real. I am sorry that you have so much on your plate right now. Feeling sick on top of everything else just makes it worse. I am sorry you are feeling so bad. Please take care and be safe. Please don't be too hard on yourself.
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Feb 06, 2007, 11:57 PM
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(((((((( Fuzzybear )))))))))
lotsa so true
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Feb 06, 2007, 11:58 PM
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(((((((( bb )))))))))))
Ty for taking the time for me and caring. I think that's what happened...this flu and stuff going on just pushed me over. Everyone here and their support really helps me. Ty so much
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