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Old Jun 04, 2008, 12:49 PM
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I am tired of trying not to SI, it never works- nothing works for me-therapy, meds, etc- I fail at everything. It doesn't matter anymore

I really hate myself sometimes and right now is one of those times.
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Old Jun 04, 2008, 01:44 PM
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You are not a failure...you are trying and that is what matters the most..giving it a fighting chance is really important!! I know you can do this!!

You shouldn't hate yourself..I know that it is easier said then done..but you are such a wonderful and caring person. You have helped me through some really tough urges..I care about you very much. Take care my friend..hold on to hope everyone here cares so much dear!!
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Old Jun 04, 2008, 02:04 PM
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Sparrow's right. You are most definitely NOT a failure!! Know that whenever there are times that you hate yourself, which i hope isn't often, there's someone else who loves you dearly.
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You are an awesome person, and never forget that!! It doesn't matter anymore
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Old Jun 04, 2008, 08:55 PM
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You aren't a failure, and are not doomed to fail at everything either. You know me, I'm not going to lie about something like that.

It's really hard sometimes... I'm sorry you're struggling. But don't give up. There are lots of different therapies, groups, drugs and stuff you can try if you want to quit. Sometimes it takes some searching, and it takes a lot of work... but you can quit.

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Old Jun 04, 2008, 09:05 PM
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Old Jun 04, 2008, 09:13 PM
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Work through it! You CAN! It doesn't matter anymore you are not a failure!
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You know you can do it hun. Please, keep trying

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Old Jun 06, 2008, 03:26 AM
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hey purple you matter and this does to i dnt know to much about you but you are a very wonderful person i hope that some day you will find a reason to be happy tc
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Old Jun 09, 2008, 03:21 AM
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awh, i feel the same way :/
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Old Jun 11, 2008, 01:11 PM
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Keep trying. Thats all u can do sometimes. OK?
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Old Jun 11, 2008, 01:53 PM
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somedays trying is too hard. i will try that is all i can say
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