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Jun 12, 2008, 10:27 AM
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It really doesn't matter anymore if I do it or not, cuz eventually I will. I always do. No one cares if I do. Just as long as it doesn't affect their lives, they really do not care. And at the end of day I am the one left and lonely and depressed and crying my eyes out, I have to find comfort in something and that is to cut.
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Jun 12, 2008, 10:34 AM
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It always matters. I care if you do, as do others here... we care about you as a person, and your safety and wellbeing as well.
(((((((((((purplebutterfly))))))))))))))
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Jun 12, 2008, 10:39 AM
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(((purplebutterfly)))
Hun it will be okay...I am here with you. I care..if that helps any..I know it's hard. Maybe you could find comfort in something else? Like drawing, writing, knitting, jewlery making, or like a nightly jog or walk? Something special you could do when you feel like that. Keep holding on..things will get better..I know they will. 
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Jun 12, 2008, 11:08 AM
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sneding hugs.... all i have.....
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Jun 12, 2008, 11:17 AM
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Thanks (((((Christina))))) (((((Silver)))))) (((((Kiya))))))!!!
I hate feeling like this while I am at work, surrounded by all these things on my desk. I just feel like giving in and just doing it, then hey i can guilty like always for doing it, but you the guilt is much better to deal with lately than the pain.
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Jun 12, 2008, 11:36 AM
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It always matters and people care, if we didnt we wouldnt post. We all may know each other personally but we all care for one another. Going out on a limb here I think you need to sorround yourself with a different crowd, go out and meet new people, make new friends. Sometimes people just need to start over to get out of the rut there in.
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Jun 12, 2008, 11:42 AM
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((((((purplebutterfly))))))
Don't give in, we all care about you. Treat yourself with the love and respect you deserve.   Take care of yourself, J
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"One by one, as they march, our comrades vanish from our sight, seized by the silent orders of omnipotent death. Very brief is the time in which we can help them, in which their happiness or misery is decided. Be it ours to shed sunshine on their path, to lighten their sorrows by the balm of sympathy, to give them the pure joy of a never-tiring affection, to stregthen failing courage, to instill faith in hours of despair." -Bertrand Russell With love and hope, <~/J\~> |
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#8
Jun 14, 2008, 09:04 AM
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you do matter
the person who doesnt matter is replying to you, now.
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Jun 14, 2008, 09:06 AM
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in fact I think you're right. most people dont care!
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Jun 14, 2008, 12:41 PM
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Aww, Fuzzy, don't say that. Of course you matter! You both matter!
((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))) J
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"One by one, as they march, our comrades vanish from our sight, seized by the silent orders of omnipotent death. Very brief is the time in which we can help them, in which their happiness or misery is decided. Be it ours to shed sunshine on their path, to lighten their sorrows by the balm of sympathy, to give them the pure joy of a never-tiring affection, to stregthen failing courage, to instill faith in hours of despair." -Bertrand Russell With love and hope, <~/J\~> |
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Jun 14, 2008, 05:28 PM
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I have had thoughts of starting to cut myself. I'm 43 and have never done it, but I am worried sick over my 18 yo bipolar daughter who is on the verge of homelessness again. I bought some cigarettes yesterday and smoked 2; I haven't smoked in twentyfive years. The truth is I bought the lighter thinking I might set myself on fire while pumping gas, but then I bought the cigarettes to have a reason for carrying the lighter around with me. I am overcome with horrible thoughts of her being raped and murdered by someone. She cuts herself too, and I've started thinking that maybe I should try it too because I feel like I'm going crazy with worry and I don't know what to do. I haven't cut myself yet, but I'm going nuts and I have OCD myself, so I just keep having all these crazy ideas that I can't get rid of, and I think the worry over my daughter will drive me to do something really bad just to get my mind off of her and her problems, and all of the stupid things that she is doing right now. She says she would rather be homeless than go to hosp, and everyone says she is manipulating me right now, but being homesless is real, not manipulation, and if it is manipulation it is working because I'm going nuts one minute at a time.
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#12
Jun 16, 2008, 07:48 AM
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(((((Fuzzy)))))))
I care, I really do.
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#13
Jun 16, 2008, 11:42 AM
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((((((((((((((( purple )))))))))))))))
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