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Old Jun 23, 2008, 12:46 PM
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I'm so tired of everything,
I don't care anymore, all I am is an object to be walked on trampled on and used.
I just want to fade away, I'm so exhausted and I'm so tired of fighting.
What does it matter to anyone if I hurt myself or drink?

I'm so low right now..I'm wallowing in my own tears..I can't seem to pick myself back up..and in a way I don't want to...I'm tired of the constant up and downs, I just wish my mind would pick one and stay there.

I wish I wouldn't have all these sudden memories of the car accident attacking me constantly..it's too much.
I don't want it..and the pain that comes with it..I can actually feel the seat belt sometimes...I can feel it restricting me choking me.

I have to get rid of it all...I have to make it all go away..so I cut...so I drink. I'm so tired of fighting, so tired of this town, so tired of all the people that surrond me IRL everyday, so tired of my family dragging me down, so tired of my memories haunting me and choking me.

I just want to make it all go away...

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Old Jun 23, 2008, 03:11 PM
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Old Jun 23, 2008, 05:58 PM
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i'm sorry you're feeling so low!

*pours silversparrow a cup of coffee* Tired :(

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Old Jun 23, 2008, 10:03 PM
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I'm sorry to hear you're not in a good place right now. Tired :(

Hang in there, Silver. You can do this!

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Take care,

Tired :( Tired :( Tired :(

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Old Jun 24, 2008, 12:32 AM
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Old Jun 24, 2008, 12:57 AM
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I'm right there with ya, everything you said but the car accident part....maybe we can help each other find our way out of hopelessness.

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Old Jun 24, 2008, 03:10 AM
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I hear you silversparrow... ;[
I'm feeling the same way..... Tired :(

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Old Jun 24, 2008, 07:39 AM
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Old Jun 24, 2008, 09:58 AM
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well, if i were your friend i would put the alcoholic drinks aside.yes you might shed tears and even ups and downs are okay.we dont need to push ourselves into thoughts if they are not so pleasant. yeah they might come without inviting but cutting is of no point.you dont let people down and not all those who had a distress get rid of it at the very first time.
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Old Jun 24, 2008, 11:07 AM
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I hope you find some peace today.

I am going through a rough time too. but working on it.

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Old Jun 24, 2008, 11:28 PM
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((((((((((((((((((((Silver))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am sorry you are in such a hard place right now. Know I am here.

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