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Old Jul 22, 2008, 08:28 AM
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why try anymore, i always mess it

up why why why why why why why why why why
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Old Jul 22, 2008, 08:32 AM
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because purple you really do matter in the world
everyone goofs
whats going on?
is your friend there with you?
keep talking
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Old Jul 22, 2008, 08:55 AM
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Why me?
What did i do to deserve this?
I am not strong anymore, I just want it all to go away. The urge is here, I am trying to fight it off, my therapist tried some hypnotherapy on me yesterday and I feel like i have lost control, i feel like he is in control- now he knows the reasons why and i do not like that. Why do i continue to let people in. I told him i didn't like it, but he said he was able to get some reasons as to why I cut, it is kinda obvious- im depressed and my moods are all over and well it makes the pain go away and I can see it go and lets me be in control and at times it makes me feel the pain when i am numb.
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Old Jul 22, 2008, 09:11 AM
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((((((purplebutterfly )))))))))))))))
But you have called him right?
your T
you did nothing to deserve this
you are a good person
things just hurt right now
Breath alitte and know you have done self care
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Old Jul 22, 2008, 09:33 AM
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whatever reason you are telling yourself that SI is good is incorrect purple.. please dont harm yourself.. it contradicts the theory of healing... sending kind caring thoughts always...
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Old Jul 22, 2008, 09:37 AM
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((((Purplebutterfly))))

I wish I could tell you someting to make it all better, but I can't. But I can tell you that you are special and important to all of us. Hang in there.

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Old Jul 22, 2008, 10:41 AM
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Old Jul 22, 2008, 12:52 PM
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Purple, I am so sorry that you are feeling so bad. I understand what you are saying when it is scary when you let others get too close. When we were growing up we were supposed to be learning how to have good personal boundaries. Many of us were not fortunate enough to have been taught this. It wasn't our fault! We were only children. We were supposed to be taken care of correctly by adults. Good personal boundaries help us to protect ourselves from others. When you don't have these the simplest situations send us reeling. These boundaries can be learned! I did it!
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