[blackdragon]

Well im so stupid i didnt finish a sentance, so whats natural mom finishes it adding a kick in the butt to her so she can yell at me guilt free... All i said was i wish i had a car. simple i thought and i thought i finished it.. well she said u forgot to finish it.. and said "well you said i wish i had a car so i can leave". Oops i forgot that part. well my life is complete she finished my sentance, and like i would say that. well i guess i would cause SHE said so. Well she yelled at me for it. you know how this started.. well i got my checks now. so she says i need to pay her for the car insurance. well i wanted to wait till i get my crappy pay check.. well i was WRONG. she starts yelling.. i said i just wanted to get a car bad and my next paycheck would be enough for me to put a down payment on one.. well then i said i was sorry. and i wish i had a car.. well she finished the sentance said fine and i owe her 65 dollars next time.. with a few choice words on the side.. great.. so i went to my room.screaming on the inside.. well she took away the cell fone so i oculdnt vent to anyone.. fine, so i cut my self on the arm. 4 times and now im pist cause there is no way a freaken watch is going to cover it... great. just great.. i dont know why she is so pist off.. i guess im a rotten 18 yr old daughter who has no rights..... why am i even here.. no one can help me.. im sorry im just babling... no way out of my life... i appoligize for this and being around...

[wisewoman]

You DO NOT deserve to be hurt. Either by your own hands, or her words.

[flowers601]

Black,

Hun, things will work out! Sometimes it takes time.. and time seems like forever! I am a mother of two, they are not your age but remember sometimes Mothers are only human as well! We are not perfect!

We are all here for you! Please don't hurt yourself .. that is not the answer!

There is several phone numbers you can contact just to talk to someone tonight! I have a few.. PM me if you like!

Loving thoughts!

Kathy