Stupid ME!!

I'm sick of feeling like I don't matter! I'm sick of people overlooking me like I don't exist!! I'm sick of living like it's all ok when it's not... it's not ok!! I'm human, too... and I hurt when I'm treated like a nobody! I do all I can to make those around me happy, and I try to do my best to make people feel good about themselves, and what do I get for it?!?! NOTHING!! Nobody cares...I just wish for once that I could be appreciated for trying so hard... but it doesn't happen... I'm not supposed to feel. I just have to be numb and keep going like everything is all good. And, this is not about anyone here.. so don't think that. I just need to feel better.. it's not working for me tonight.. And if this is in the wrong place then I'm sorry, and feel free to move it. I just didn't know where else to put it..

(((((((((MP)))))))))))))))))))
I care
awwww
You matter to me
((((((((((MP))))))))))))

{{{{{{{Jenn}}}}}} I am so very sorry that you feel like this. You are more than entitled to be angry and hurt when people treat you like that. You DO matter, and your feelings DO count. You are such a special person and trying to please everyone all the time will take its toll on you.

You are much appreciated here. I know that you have always been there for a hug or support for me when I needed it. Thank you so much. Please feel better.



Mary Alice

oh (((((((((((((((((((((( jenn ))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I sooooooooooooo know what you're saying after this last year and a half.

Jenn, you do so much and are so wonderful. Thank you so much for reaching out. Let us walk through this with you. You are NOT alone. YOU MATTER. How you FEEL matters. What you think MATTERS.

Your inner and outer beauty alone are larger than life. YOU ARE SO INCREDIBLY SPECIAL.

Much love,

aw (((((Mental Pollution))))))))

its true ... you make a difference at PC : )

and im sure you arent invisible IRL .. but, at times it can feel like its been too long since someone noticed.....

of course you can take yourself out to eat, buy yourself some flowers...

and if that doesnt work... complain to somebody.... im sure there is an IRL out there who will listen and does care....

these hectic busy times we are in.... i hear ya.. no time for courtesy it seems sometimes....

it helps me to remember its nobodys fault.. there are reasons and they are packaged in little bundles called 'pressure' ... it gets hot in that little pot..... you can control the gas tho...

i hope you have time to find 10 minutes of 'you' time.... just give yourself a pat on the back and say im ok, and im doing ok... because , really ... you are.....

i really hope you feel better soon.....

((((Jenn)))) hon I know how that feels and it is not a good feeling. been there many many times myself. I was thinking tonight about that numb feeling I have. almost as if I have no feelings at all. you are not alone and you are deeply cared about here. you are a wonderful beautiful person.

((((((((MentalPollution))))))))

I've not been here long but I CAN say...

YOU DO MATTER and

First of all, I too want to say how sorry I am that you're feeling like this, You seem like a very genuine caring person to me, I was always told that when people act like they have twoards you that it was actually a statement about THEM! I don't see how you can "own that" or feel responsible for anything other than just being the sweet person you are! just know that theres a bunch of people here who WISH they had a friend like you! best advice? just keep on being you...it's all gonna work out.

ooooooooooooooooooooooooK ,,,

M P ,,, You start your walk from your side of our mountain ,,, and I'll start from here ..

Now would we really count on the other to fulfill their quest as in time or for the same purpose ,, without a lot of sharing prior and/or planning on the outcome ? ,,,.

We as are ,, and those closests ... eeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrmmmmmmmmmmmmm . Sometimes have to be reminded ,, as we remind ourselves ,

But a day ,, a week ,,,, a month .....,,,,>>>>>> or even a YEAR ,,, The main point is accomplish what it is you wish for or want to have ...,,,, and let time be a measurement of accomplishment ,, rather than a time frame .

Oh and Just a >>>. Reminder ,,, I choose most stupid title ,,, ok >>

So ,,,,,,, ((((((((((((((((((( M P )))))))))))))))))))))))

(((((((((((((((Jenn))))))))))))))))

((((((((Mental Pollution))))))))))

I hope you feel better soon.

(((((((((Jenn))))))))) You DO matter. I know all too well the feeling of being invisible. It stinks. I don't know how to get IRL folks to "see" you, as I've never figured that out myself, but I see you and you matter to me, bigtime.

((((((((((((( Jenn )))))))))))))

Thanks so much everyone. I'm still not feeling too great today but a little better than yesterday. I seriously just need some ME time. I think that would make a world of difference for me. Now it's just trying to figure out HOW to get some free time. ugh