Not coping

I go back to school tomorrow, and i'm already stressed out , and i didnt think that school bothered me but it really does. I have so much work to do in the next week or so and then it's exams in february...just the thought of it makes me feel like cutting..

Yeah...I will be in a similar position when I get back to university. I will have to do four assignments... and I just remembered that one of my assignments is going to be really hard... ... plus i have two major exams where i have to learn a lot of stuff and write times essays...

Haha that is why i havent been thinking of them jet, just ignoring them. i know i am being hypocritical here, but when you are tempted to cut, try asking yourself, 'what good will it do me?' longterm that is.

I know how you feel Jet. I just went back to school on Monday and i also realized how much i hated it and i realized that it does play a role in some of my cutting. Try to be tough and hang in there. you too Silver. i know its hard but you can do it.
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Thanks guys...tomorrow i'm going to my guidance teacher and i'm going to quit french...because it's too much work and i dont need it for university.

I tried writing my english essay but it's not working...i can't concentrate..

Sorry to moan so much

Jet,

I know highschool can be so hard- in it's own way, unlike pretty much any other experience in life. It can feel like a prison And probably everyone tells you this, but when you get done, it won't take long before you look back and it doesn't even feel like you were ever there. The pain caused by terrible people in highschool DOES fade.

Stay strong- whatever that means for you. True strength.

*safe hugs* if you want them

Angela

Thanks Angela.

I've never had problems with school until this year, and i just think it's because it's my last year and i know i have to work hard to get to university.

*hugs* I know the feeling!

(((hugs))) to those who need them and want them...

I like the idea of the long term results. Try and remember that these individual courses WILL be over. You will pass, fail, drop out, or have an incomplete. Usually, you can take it over, or take a different one. It isn't the end of the world. You can slow down, take your time, or don't do it at all, OK? You have permission to decide what you can do.