being hurt getting hurt hurting

i dontthink im atrigger if i do im sorry i didntputup icon. i dontthink ill hurt myself justurging towards it. ive been goneawhile my fathers funeral. you dont know me because i dont knowhow to be in livechat so i never met anybody.

Hi KathyAnita,

I remember seeing your posts before. Not everybody who comes to the forums uses the chat room, and you certainly don't have to unless you want to. If you want to go to chat, all you have to do is click on the word chat in the menu bar, next to the number in parentheses. That number is how many people are in chat already, and you can click on that to see who is there. You are welcome in chat, but don't feel like you have to unless you want to.

If you post, and then you think maybe you should have used a trigger icon, then just let me know and I can add one for you. And if I think that a post really should have one, I'll just add it too, but it's best if you use the trigger icon when you think you need it, since it could be a little while before I get here.

I think this post is fine just the way it is. I'm sorry that you are hurting and having urges. You're doing great to resist those feelings. Thanks for talking to us, and you are welcome here any time.

Rap

Rap
i remember you answered my post before. i dont know where to talk i put one in dissociation because of suicidal part thats acted against my will in the past and also one of parts that injure. I dont know which place I should be in. When theres a live chat i cant get into it because me computer says it doesnt have isnt enabled ? I don't know i tried to download before as intructed but it didnt work so i feel like a stranger I wanted to be in the chat on a tuesday once but couldnt participate

You're not a stranger, don't worry! Lots of us don't go into chat. I can't because my internet connection doesn't allow it. But most people here know me.

And I remember you!

It's a good idea to post about your feelings, instead of hurting yourself! Good choice there!

If you are worried that one of your parts might do something that's not safe, please contact your therapist or go to the emergency room!

~Angela

hi! you can meet us here!

thanks SpazKatt
i put my real right now thoughtsin dissociation already - i should standstill longenough to chat i've been goingback andforth bcause i think there's no oneelse on lineat thesame time - i disintegrating bytalkingtwo placesat once

last postwasntsupposed to havesmile its this icon

That's disappointing not to be able to get into chat. I'm sorry about that. You're welcome to post where you feel like posting, and I'm looking forward to getting to know you better. My condolences about your father, too. That's really too bad.