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Mar 15, 2009, 09:03 PM
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So it has been a very long time since I have posted in this forum because of me. But I am extremely dissapointed in myself and I dont have anyone I can go to. I cut myself. It had been about two and a half years since I have done it. I am a complete failure. I worked and struggled for myself to break through the urges, the feelings, the worthlessness, the pain, eveything. And now all I have to show for it is yet another failure. And those creeping, smothering, really bad thoughts are starting to come daily. I dont know what to do. Everytime I try to tell someone close to me, cant do it. I really need some support right now. But I suppose I dont really deserve any support
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Mar 15, 2009, 09:52 PM
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(((hugs)))
of course you deserve support pick yourself up... dust yourself off... and say "I CAN do this!!!" And remember that you can always come to us. We won't turn you away or look down on you. |
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Mar 15, 2009, 09:55 PM
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((((((((((((((((((((((((damajdancer))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) You deserve support; all that you need. I am sorry that you relapsed. You are no failure; just trying to cope. Know I am here if you ever want to talk.
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Mar 16, 2009, 09:39 AM
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You slipped, no one recovers from anything without slipping sometimes. If recovery was so easy everyone would be recovered. You went 2 1/2 years. That sounds like success to me............ What is going on with you now which is challenging you so?
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Mar 16, 2009, 11:01 PM
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Thank you guys for replying. It helped me not feel so alone. I see my therapist tomorrow. Im going to try and tell him about it. If I do, I will probably end up in the hospital again. I dont think that place helped me at all when I went there the last two times. It's just, I feel so out of place here. Here being the world, I feel lost in life. Nothing seems to have a point. I mean we are put here to live and feel happy, sad, angry, love, loss, and a whole lot more. For what? To just end up six feet under the cold soil? I feel like Im loosing at some twizted game. That all this isnt even real, that its all a big joke. These thoughts are pathetic, I know. I just need some meaning, some reason not to speed up the process they call life by just putting myself six feet under. Im not saying Im going to...Im just saying, Is there a way to live a life, you know is going to end, and not be completely miserable?
I know Im blabbing, but it feels good to be able to get that out.
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Mar 17, 2009, 08:27 AM
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. Please tell your therapist about all that you are feeling? Keep us updated?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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