what is this?????? (trigger?)

I am a 28-year-old virgin and intend to stay that way until marriage. I've never even dated. ok, so if you look at all my posts, you'll find one thing in common. I pretty much always mention my tummy somewhere. I've got this obsession with my tummy. I have a love/hate relationship with my tummy. I love my tummy cuz it makes me smile when my tummy is touched. But I hate my tummy cuz my tummy makes me touch it. Being a virgin, I am very unfamiliar with my body. The best way to describe it is that when my tummy gets touched it makes me smile. And I like looking at tummies and looking at people rubbing tummies. Everything in me, other than my tummy itself, tells me this is wrong. I don't know why I like tummies and watching someone rubbing their tummy. It makes me feel funny inside. A good kinda funny. What's going on? Am I ok?
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You have a tummy fetish. It's not necessarily sexual, but you enjoy your tummy to the point where you are almost obsessed with it, which is what a fetish is "an object, idea, or activity that somebody is irrationally obsessed with or attached to". Fetishes don't have to be sexual, but you have a tummy fetish.

There's nothing wrong with it, it's just a personal preference.

Nothing wrong with that! Admittedly not one I've heard before, but there are 'worse' fetishes out there to have and I can't imagine too many people would object to being involved in this one with you if you were in a relationship. As DrSkipper said, doesn't even have to be sexual. Massages can be cool.

Being unfamiliar with intimacy, I can imagine your concerns. It may not even be a fetish at all. It has been my experience with women, that some like their neck kissed, ear nibbled, lower back touched, feet rubbed, etc. Your spouse will appreciate knowing that this gives you pleasure.