is it too much to ask...

Alright. I have come on here already with my fetishes, but whatever.
I've mentioned that I like to receive butt play, I don't remember if I I mentioned my desire to go as big as possible though.

Well, that is a dream one day, to go as big as possible, however, I want to find a woman who could experiment with me, a woman that enjoys doing it to me as I like receiving it. I call it a fantasy. Even though there are women out there who like this stuff, none of them( that I have talked to ) was ever willing to go as far as I would like. And for when all that goes on I am dressed like a go-go dancer, in heels or pumps, with fake breasts in lingerie.

But the thing I have since found that is most interesting, is that ladyboys from asia, are willing to go that far and then some. While I like both women and ladyboys, I want someone like that here in the states, not across the pacific ocean.

Is it too much to ask for a loving woman who will participate in what I like and the traditional role? Without having to go onto an adult dating site? which I have already done, quite unsuccessfully if I might add.