I need help

I think I'm getting addicted to masturbation. I tried to have breaks, it worked, but then I started again the same. I'm a virgin and I really don't feel compelled by anybody to start my sex life but... I have a strong urge to do it. My imagination gets very kinky at times.lol. I can control that "on the surface" , but nobody knows about this aspect of mine. At the same time I don't want to lose respect. I'm kind of confused in my own ideas. Any suggestions?

Masturbation is natural, healthy, and only an addiction if it critically impairs your ability to function personally, at work or school, or in public.

You're young, you're likely just beginning to develop sexually, you will have kinky thoughts you've never had before. It's perfectly normal to have kinky thoughts even if they are a bit disturbing (that's typically why it turns you on in the first place). And you are most definitely not alone.

Don't confuse yourself. You are normal. Your thoughts are normal. Your wanting to have sex is normal. Your masturbation as a sexual outlet is normal.

It is both normal and healthy to masturbate. Enjoy

Thanks for letting me know. Some girls I know consider this very disturbing.