compuslive masterbation.

I am 21, i have been sexually active since late into 17, and have been masterbationg since 16, but really compusively since i was around 18-19. Suddenly i have lost a lot of size, i went on a long time thinking that i was homosexual because my mind was not interested in it at all and i got really screwed up endochronicalligacly. I am now losing about half the size, it is not as hard, i am going to an urologist on monday but I am wondering if this size loss could possibly be permanent. last night i had sex with my girlfriend and was not really interested, about three inches decreased, maybe 3-4 inches, and lasted about 30 seconds. I considered myself good a while ago, but i masterbate about 3-4 tiems a day on a bad week. I am very nervous. i have gone as high as five, but I need help... any ideas? it almost wont move. its quite small and even with viagra it will not increase. i used to be around 6 to 7 inches fully erect, and you could not even call this fully erect. i am quite embarrased, as i am going to the doctor on tuesday it is saturday and im just nervous. any thoughts?

Which is why I decided to create a profile here. I have been doing it much longer than you and can say that I have never noticed any "shrinking". Other than the occasional soreness that comes with masturbating for long periods of time I don't think there is anything physical that happens.

Does this loss of size happen only when you are with someone sexually or does it also occur when you are alone masturbating?

And... if you are not interested in sex at the moment.... why are you masturbating?
(ex: relieve stress, anxious, nervous, sad, feeling alone, angry)

You are a 21 year old guy its what your apost to be doing . Over work any mussel and it will be come weaker and less likely to work right .If you give it time to heal it will go back to normal. Ask any weightlifter or runner .Your so call problem is just one big mussel.