[Pegasister17]

Wow, what an awful dream!
The first started out with me at my house. I was in my front yard when my sis came out with me. We were doing something ( a small garage sale perhaps?)when I spotted two people out of the corner of my eye. It was my crush and his girlfriend. I didn't look, but had to when I noticed that they were walking onto our lawn. My sis looked at me and then turned around to greet them. I sighed and turned around. His girlfriend smiled happily at us a d started to talk to my sister as if they were good friends. I never said a word. I stood there awkwardly and said nothing. He tried to talk to me and even walked over to where I was, but still, I said nothing. I heard his girlfriend and my sister walk up the porch steps to go into the house. I stepped in front of him and opened the door to go in. I held it open for my crush. After we were inside my sister led his girlfriend into the kitchen, leaving me and him alone. Of course, I still said nothing. I looked over and smiled happily at him. After a few minutes, I stood up and began to walk to my room. To my surprise, he stood and started to follow me. I ignored it and opened my door to walk inside. As I was closing the door, I noticed him standing in front of me, also wanting to come in. The dream ended as he was standing there and smiling at me creepily.
The second one was bizarre. All I remember from the one , was that I was in a very tall fort-like structure. It was wobbly and made of wood. There were other people on it and it began to fall. I quickly braced myself as we hit the ground hard. I was trapped under some debris, but I tore it off with abnormal strength. I ran over to ask this Asian lady if she was ok. I helped her up, along with some other people, and we quickly left.
What does any of this mean?

[kaliope]

perhaps consulting an online dream dictionary would help? I know houses/structures usually represent the self. in the first, your sister is willing to support you but you are unable to do much to stand up for yourself but in the second, despite your world crumbing down around you, you come thru with amazing strength to help others.

[Pegasister17]

Oh Thankyou! I'll try that The first dream has a theme: both the reoccurrence of my crush, and the fact that I can't do anything. Why this happens, I still don't know. As for the second one, I like your interpretaion. But I can't think of one helpful thing that I've done.

[Thunder Bow]

An old structure in your life feel apart. You hit the ground hard, but recovered nicely. An old structure can be a way of behaving, or something you built around yourself for protection.

[medkev13]

Originally Posted by kaliope

perhaps consulting an online dream dictionary would help? I know houses/structures usually represent the self. in the first, your sister is willing to support you but you are unable to do much to stand up for yourself but in the second, despite your world crumbing down around you, you come thru with amazing strength to help others.

No!!! No dictionaries!!! That's like trusting a horoscope to give you something deep and personal about your day... :facepalm:

Oh, other than that, I concur!

[MusicMike]

The first dream involves a lot of attention from your crush. You spend time with him even though you don't want to. I wondering about the role of the masculine in your personality... are you aware of any qualities of yourself that could be called more masculine? It seems like he is asking for attention in your life. Perhaps attending to the masculine more consciously in life would mean he doesn't have to act intrusive in your dreams as much.

The second dream involves falling from a height above the ground.. being in a high place is a recurring theme for you. A "fort" makes me think of a defensive personality structure, a way of "armoring" yourself, and in this case it is wobbly and doesn't serve to keep you safe. You recover from the fall, suggesting that you have strengths that don't need a fort to protect.

Mike

[Pegasister17]

I do see that high places have become a theme for me. I honestly thought it was just sort of reflecting my kind and caring nature. Which is why I went out and helped the others who looked injured. As for the masculine side of me, I can't really think of anything...except for my temper. That's about all I have to think of.

[MusicMike]

Hi Pegasister,
It's also the question of what happens when you fall, when you come back to Earth. In this case something very nice happens.. you aren't injured and you help other people. It suggests to me that you don't need an internal fortress to protect yourself.

You might want to pay attention sometimes during the day and ask yourself, "Am I doing or thinking or feeling something that is kind of like a boy?"

Mike

[happiedasiy]

We all have first loves/crushes and there may be a part of you that still does.
You not saying anything says you are cautious with your emotions.
You leaving and him following you to your room suggest a desire to be close with him.
2nd dream shows you that at one time you felt unstable but when you fell you survived and helped others. You have more strength and courage than you think, you can let go of the past even if you fall down you will be okay.
H