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Feb 10, 2014, 04:02 PM
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I have wrote before with always having the deadly nightmares, which are always me fighting for my life and even dying at the hand of my very abusive ex. Yet,a couple of times a month i don't have nightmares, but i always dream of my disabled daughter who passed away at the age of 16 a few years ago. And my sin died one year later at 21 in a car wreck, and one year after that, my husband died of a heart attack. I have never dreamed of them though, just my daughter who was my angel that required 24/7 care. Please, someone help me figure this out, because it makes me feel bad, like my son and husband weren't as loved by me, but they were..... help me before i go crazy, please.
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Feb 11, 2014, 02:19 AM
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I don't know if I believe in angels or deamons but maybe she watching over you and even if it's not actually that maybe in ur subconscious u believe she is looking over you because you looked after her for so long. If she caused you comfort I wouldn't be upset about not dreaming about the others u obviously formed a closer bond with someone who completely relied on you it doesn't mean you didn't care about the other people In ur family. But anyway I am extremely sorry for your loss I know when I lost my grandma life has never been the same so I can't imagine your pain losing three important people In u life
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Feb 11, 2014, 02:50 AM
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It's not that you did not love your husband or son with all your heart, I'm sure you did. But let's be honest because it's ok and understandable. You loved your daughter more because perhaps you felt she needed it more. There is nothing wrong with that or nothing to be ashamed of. I lost my son and it hurt me more then losing my mother. That does not mean I did not love my mother. We hold some people closer to our hearts. There is no guilt or shame in that. Because love is unmeasurably.
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Feb 11, 2014, 06:24 AM
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I have never thought of it that way. That m makes me smile even thinking that she is with me and watching over me. Thanks so much for your help and sympathy.
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Feb 11, 2014, 06:31 AM
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I know what you are talking about when you say the love is different. I think it just made me feel like junk, thinking that I loved her more because she depended on me for even life. But it did make me very close to her and i wouldn't trade any of it for anything. I thank you so much for helping.
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