[qwerty68]

Gonna try to make this short. Tired and stressed.

I have a seizure disorder and maybe this is the wrong place for this but it is purely in dreams, I think. It is not medication withdrawal symptom because I had one of these early this year long before I started tapering.

I get auras, maybe partial seizures, no one seems to know. What they are is I go blind, get a feeling of terror and get flashes of dreams I have had before. I call them seizure dreams, I know if I remember them while awake it will trigger the auras, which lead to convulsive seizures. Scents that I remember but can't place also trigger auras.

I was having a dream, a normal one. Call that dream #1. In that dream, I fell asleep. Which is odd since I am almost always an observer and not a part of my dreams. Even my subconscious knows I suck. I dreamt inside that dream(#2). That dream was a seizure dream. So in dream #2 I had an aura. A bad one. In dream #1, I had a seizure, but it couldn't be because grand mals knock me straight out. In real life, I think, I felt the effects of both things but I didn't really have them, maybe. Maybe I did but it really messed with my mind and body.

I don't know if even have a question other than what the ??? I don't even know if it makes sense but what is it if anyone knows?

I haven't had a grand mal since 1995 because I get plenty of warning with auras(takes about 8 hours after my first aura before I am on the floor, the auras are like contractions, they get closer and closer over that time) and I can get my brain shut down, talk about an easy task. I haven't had a seriously scary aura since 2008. I do get much smaller and easier to manage ones a few times a year. This new thing is really new. I never had this before this year and my psychosis is pretty new as well, less than 2 years. Is that it? It is so easy to blame stuff on psychosis, even when it doesn't deserve it, like the unrelated(I think) sleep paralysis.

[Thunder Bow]

Your doctor is you best authority to talk to about this. Also seeing a Therapist might be of help too.

[yugh]

Hi,
First let me state that I am not a doctor, psychiatrist or psychologist. So, please keep this in mind regarding my comments below.

Second, I have had three seizures in my lifetime. As an fyi, I wasn't diagnosed as having seizures yet the doctors gave me anti-seizure drugs. This was a long time ago. They so doped me up, I ended up flushing them down the toilet. So, I don't have any symptoms like you but, I can sort of relate to you and your condition.

Third, I had a near death experience (NDE) nearly 13 years ago that changed me. Not the actual NDE, but my meditations, dreams and lucid dreams that followed.

Fourth, I felt compelled about a year and a half ago to put up what I've learnt on the internet so that it might help others. So, if you go to Learning From My Dreams | Dream Interpretation ? Learning. There you'll find the 10 things I've learnt from my dreams, a dream discussion paper, a story I created to explain the multiverse we live in, sample dream interpretations, a rich resource section and also a page devoted to different meditation techniques.

Fifth, my heart goes out to you when I read "Even my subconscious knows I suck" because all my experiences have taught me otherwise. From me to you...you don't suck and even more importantly, underneath, deep down inside you is a wonderful entity. How do I know this?

I learnt to listen to myself. About 10 years ago, I was determined to learn to meditate. So I joined meditation classes, spiritual circles etc. Some of my experiences are covered in the dream discussion paper. However, there is one experienceI want to tell you about.

I was in a mediation circle. At the end of it, I "felt" a presence. It showed itself to me as a premature young boy. I "knew" it was for the woman sitting beside me. At the time, I only knew she was a schoolteacher and had 2 late teen kids. So I turned to her and asked if I could give her a message. She said yes.

I asked her if she had miscarried a baby boy? She said yes. Then the most wonderful thing I've ever experienced occurred...

The baby boy turned into a man and sent pure unconditional love to me. It was something words can't describe. It went to the very heart of who I am. It only lasted a fraction of a second but it has lasted with me ever since. I broke down and began to cry. The lady began to cry. I then told her, her son was telling me that he was always with her. She then replied a medium had brought him through before but she was so glad to know it once again.

He was a teacher for me. He showed me what all of us are at our soul level.

It wasn't long afterwards, one day while I was trying to interpret my dreams that the idea came to me to use my higher self, which I could now access through meditation to assist me in interpreting my dreams. This was when my dream gates swung wide open.

So you sitting there reading this might be thinking "Well that's good for you Guy, but you don't know what I'm living through." Well I don't BUT I've assisted hundreds of others to learn to listen to themselves.

I can tell you that this path is not all sweetness and goodness since one must learnt to face oneself. HOWEVER, IT IS EXTREMELY REWARDING.

So, if you want my assistance after reading this and looking at my website, then here's what I want you to do...

I want to to take the two dreams/seizure experiences you mentioned below and then I want you to do the following for them...

What I've learnt from my own dreams is that there is nothing in a dream by chance. Therefore, if you answer the following questions, to the best of your recall ability, I will happily give you an interpretation of your dream as if it was mine.

First tell me the number of scenes in your dream. THEN FOR EACH SCENE I want you to tell me the following:

Location:
I want you to look in your mind, as the observer, in the following directions and tell me what you see:
1. To your left.
2. To your right.
3. In front of you.
4. Behind you.
5. Above you.
6. Below you.

It’s all right if you can’t recall much. Simply tell me what you see and make sure I know what direction it is from you the dreamer. In my interpretation, you’ll see how this is a symbol itself.

When you are describing what you see, tell me in as much detail as you can recall about it. So things I am very interested in is what are walls, doors, windows, stairs, tables, etc. made of, age/style, colour, etc. The same goes for anything outside. You’ll see in my interpretations how all of this tells us lots about ourselves.

Lighting:
1. Tell me what the lighting was like, i.e. bright, dull, black, cloudy etc.
2. Then tell me where the light was coming from.
3. Can you tell the time of day or season?
Lighting is important in a dream because it’s a symbol of vibrational state. I’ll explain this during my interpretation for you.

Objects:
If there are any objects in a dream scene, then tell me about them as follows:
1. Shape, size, colour and what they were made of.
2. Where the object is in the dream relative to you, i.e. left, right, etc.

I’ve found objects in dreams are usually symbols of things we first need to concentrate on spiritually. I’ll explain this in the interpretation if you had any objects in any of the scenes.

People:
For each person in a dream scene I want you to do the following:
1. Describe them to me in as much detail as you can recall. This includes age, gender, clothes, colour of the clothes, what the clothes were made of.
2. Tell me where they were in the dream scene relative to you, i.e. left, right, below, etc.
3. Tell me if they were lying down, sitting, standing, walking, etc.
4. Tell me what they did with you. Don’t skip the details. Simply tell me exactly what happened.
5. If there are any conversations or thoughts between you and the person or others, then tell me EXACTLY WHAT WAS SAID. This is important.
6. If there were others you couldn’t see but felt, then let me know where you felt they were in a scene relative to you the dreamer, i.e. left, right, etc.
7. For people who you know in real life, tell me anything that's different about them in the dream versus the real life version.

Animals. Etc.:
If there were any animals, insects, birds, reptiles, fish or whatever in any of the scenes, then tell me. Describe them in as great as detail as you can recall. Also let me know where they were in the dream scene relative to you, i.e. left, right, etc. Then let me know of any thoughts that passed between you and them.

Thoughts/Feelings:
This is a very important part of every dream scene. Take your time, go back and tell me the following for each scene:
1. What was your first thought/feeling as the dream scene began.
2. Tell me of any thoughts/feeling changes as the dream scene progressed and let me know where in the scene this occurred.
3. Tell me your last thought/feeling as the dream ended.

I realize this is a lot of work. HOWEVER, I think you might be surprised by how much you can learn about yourself from a single scene.

Please tell me EVERYTHING YOU CAN RECALL ABOUT THE SEIZURE EXPERIENCES. DON'T LEAVE SOMETHING OUT BECAUSE YOU THINK IT'S NOT IMPORTANT OR MIGHT EMBARRASS YOU.

As well, if you have a recurring dream, then I want you to put in the effort and write this down in the format above.

Now, I can tell you based on my own experiences that when all seems ****** and the world seems against you, it's the time when one can learn the most about oneself and then see the sunshine.

During the 1900's a man named Maurice Barbanell channeled an entity who called himself Silver Birch, a native American Indian. He wrote numerous books through Maurice. The reason I tell you this is a saying that popped into my mind while reading your post.

"Life is always a polarity. If there were no darkness there would be no light. If there were no trouble there could never be any peace. If the sun always shone you would not appreciate it. You have to learn sometimes through conditions that seem a nuisance. One day you will look back and say, "We learned our best lessons not when the sun was shining, but when the storm was at its greatest, when the thunder roared, the lightning flashed, the clouds obscured the sun and all seemed dark and hopeless". It is only when the soul is in adversity that some of its greatest possibilities can be realised."

With kind regards,
Guy

[qwerty68]

I wish I could remember my dreams well enough for you to be able to help me. It is hard for me to remember more than bits and pieces. Even when I wake and the dream continues. Once it is done, it is just flashes. It is almost always indoors and if there are people in it, I typically don't know them. It is also usually dark or at least low light. Quite often, in my dreams near the time I wake I up, I am aware I am waking up in my dream and once I wake, I have zero memory of it.

I do know that everything is almost exclusively in front of me. One dream, and it is a very rare one and not something that causes auras so I can talk about it, has multi-views. For some reason, I remember this one much better than most. It is in a cemetery. At first it is in front of me, but eventually I can see myself sitting on my coffin. It is extremely bright and I am talking to my mom(she is still alive) while watching funeral procession come and go. I can't remember the topic(s) we talk about but it gives me a great sense of peace, one of the few dreams that does that. As things progress, I get translucent until I disappear completely. I actually haven't had this one in a while.

I don't dream of death a lot, despite the daily suicidal ideation but when I do, I usually die. If not me, someone I know. Death dreams are the exception to the I don't know people in my dream rule.

Lately, my dreams have been bizarre retellings of a show I just watched or a book I read. Like I said, I usually only remember maybe an image or two, nothing concrete.

One strange thing is that I may have the same dream multiple times but usually not close together, but the seizure dreams I only have once. Except the two times I had the weird thing I mentioned in the first post.

I mentioned the sleep paralysis to my pdoc and he didn't seem to care at all so I didn't mention the seizure dreams. I could ask my neurologist but I haven't seen her in 12 years or so. She refuses to see me unless I have another grand mal or something significant changes, I don't know if this qualifies.

[yugh]

Hi,
First, thanks for getting back to me with what you can recall. Before I go into the dream fragments you indicated below, I can give you some advice from me to you.

Before you go to sleep each night, tell yourself you are going to remember your dream. Then, when you wake up in the middle of the night or in the morning, before you move your body around try to recall your dreams.

At first, you might not recall anything. Don’t give up. Keep doing it every night. What will happen is you will begin to recall fragments of your dreams. Record this, no matter how trivial or weird it seems.

The next thing you’ll find happening is you’ll actually recall a scene. Keep it up. You might find more dream fragments. Regardless, your dream recall will slowly improve.

Then, one day, you’ll find yourself able to recall more than one scene. You’ll find, over time, your recall will slowly improve.

If you doubt yourself or say, “This hasn’t worked” and give up, then you will be where you are now. Persistence is everything. So have a persistent, positive intent. You will be surprised at what you then recall.

Now back to your dreams…

I state again that I am not a doctor, psychiatrist or psychologist. So, you should still continue to work with these types of folks.

Having said this below is my interpretation of your dream as if it was mine. Dreams are for each of us to interpret on our own. Therefore, if anything I say below doesn’t resonate with you, then simply discard it. So with that said, off I go…

When I do my own interpretations or that of others, I always start with the location. I could have located it anywhere, at any time in any reality and…I’ve located it here. I’ve learnt that locations help to “spiritually frame in” a dream.

I will take the first of several sidebars here to help you understand the framework I use when interpreting a dream. This one will cover what I’ve learned about beliefs, belief compartments, people and the age of people. Then I’ll return to myself in the dream location.

In my dreams, things that are made by people are symbols of masculine and things of nature are symbols of feminine. I’ve learnt that before we incarnate, we carefully select the times we will live in, our families, life circumstances, challenges and potential exit points. We then carefully select our personality.

I’ve learnt we do this by selecting approximately 200 different “belief filters”. These are energy filters that have two polarities, a feminine one and a masculine one. We select the degree of polarity we are going to hold the belief, i.e. the degree of feminine or masculine. This then determines the belief vibratory level.

Each belief then works with the other beliefs, each with their own vibratory rate. They literally “filter our reality” by blocking out the greater reality vibrations we actually come from. They create the aura around us and create our thoughts/feelings for each moment.

We constantly tell ourselves about this in our dreams. We use symbolism to show ourselves about the beliefs and their limiting effects on us spiritually. We also show ourselves the “dis-ease’ created by some of our beliefs using colours in our dreams.

In my dreams buildings are symbols of what I call ‘belief compartments’. I’ve learnt that each wall is a symbol of a belief. Furniture within them are symbols of yet more beliefs that work with the overall beliefs to produce what I call are ‘belief effects’.

To symbolize to ourselves the many different types of beliefs we use in all our many lives, we often create our dreams in towns, cities or houses.

I’ve often found that in many of my dreams, people appear in the rooms or buildings. When I first began to record my dreams, many years ago, I frequently found myself in large warehouses full of boxes I had to climb over or in rooms in houses full of furniture. Imagine my surprise when I eventually learnt they boxes and furniture were symbols of masculine based beliefs I had to address first before I got to the walls!

As I spiritually listened to myself, over time, the rooms began to empty. Then I was walking through empty rooms. The next step was to see glass walls, windows and open doors, all symbols of how I was beginning to work my way out of the old belief walls. Then the walls began to disappear. In the end, I was usually flying over the old beliefs.

In many of my dreams when I began to keep a record of my dreams,, I would find myself in multi-storied houses. I then realized these are symbols of numerous belief compartments I use in one or more of my lives.

Then I found myself in towns and cities. I then realized that each one is a symbol of various belief compartments I have used in another life.

I will take another sidebar here and describe what I’ve learnt about people in my dreams…

When I first began recording my dreams, I would often find people in my dreams that I didn’t know or ones that I did know but they were doing strange things. When I tried to literally interpret my dreams, it usually didn’t work.

I had a near death experience 12 years ago that changed me. One of the changes was a determination to learn to meditate. I had stopped and started meditation all my life and had in effect gone nowhere in a hurry. So this time I was determined to stick with it.

I slowly learnt how to touch my “higher self”. One day, the thought came to me to use my higher self to assist me in interpreting my dreams. Then the dream gates swung wide open.

I’ve since learnt that people in my dreams may be who they are, symbols of my masculine and feminine, other lives, teachers, guides, oversoul, aspects of myself, people who I frequently incarnate with, etc.

When I first began to record my dreams I frequently began to see an old couple. They might change their appearance but there was almost always an old man and woman in the dream. Then a young girl and by appeared.

They too sometimes changed but they were now in the same dream as the old couple. However, they were “bit players” in my dreams as the old couple was the ones I was interacting with.

At first, I had no idea who these people were. Then, as I learnt to mediate and apply my higher self to my dream interpretations, my dreams gates swung open.

First, I learnt that the old man and women were symbols of my masculine and feminine. Next, I learnt that the young girl and boy were symbols of the feminine and masculine I could become. So I then used the terms “old masculine and feminine” and “young masculine and feminine” to describe these dream symbols to myself.

As I began to address my underlying beliefs, the old couple disappeared from my dreams and the young ones spiritually grew up.

I’ve learnt that people’s age in dreams is important.

When infants are in my dreams as other lives, this is usually a symbol we are just beginning our journey through the beliefs the dream is about.

When teenagers show up I realize I am making steady progress through my dreams.

When mature adults show up, it’s a sign that I am now spiritually maturing in dealing with the beliefs.

When old people show up in my dreams, I let out a sound of joy! It’s a sign that I am now ready to release the old beliefs.

I then learnt that things made out of natural materials are symbols of feminine beliefs that are now no longer working for me. In effect, spiritually speaking, they are now “dead” for me, i.e. dead trees – wood, etc. So, whenever I am in rooms made of wood or standing on wood, etc. I refer to this in my mind as “dead feminine”.

About a year and a half ago, I felt compelled to put together a free website documenting what I have learnt. At first, I didn’t want to because I felt what I had learnt was akin in my mind to a teaspoon of water compared to all the oceans’ water, i.e. not much. However the feeling persisted.

Today if you go to ‘learningfrommydreams’ dot com you’ll see what I created. If you go there, I suggest you look at 3 things. One is the meditation page where I list all sorts of different ways to meditate. Find one that works for you.

Then I recommend you read the dream discussion paper I posted on the website. It describes the symbolism I’ve learnt including people.

I recommend you look at the resources page where you’ll find an extensive list of things to look at.

Lastly, I want to make a note that we are the producers, directors, script writers and often main actors in our dreams. Therefore, there is nothing in our dreams by chance. It’s a language to teach ourselves about ourselves.

So with this said, back to my dream…

The first thing I note is that I am outside. When I am outside in a dream, it’s usually what I call a “teaching dream” as opposed to when I am inside something it’s what I call a “learning dream”. So what’s the difference?

When I am inside belief compartments, the belief walls effectively isolate me from my higher self. I am therefore usually learning on my own. As I progress, windows appear and then slowly walls disappear…all part of a learning process.

When I am outside, there are no belief walls constricting me. My higher self and others can then instruct me. That’s why I call it a “teaching dream”. So, in this first scene I am in a “teaching dream”.

I am outdoors in a cemetery. I wish I could recall the lighting in the dream scene. I will tell you why such that in future dreams you can then begin to learn to interpret your own dreams yourself.

Lighting in my dreams is very important. It is a way of symbolizing how much en-lightenment I have with respect to the beliefs the dream is about.

Dark in my dreams is a symbol of where I haven’t yet spiritually explored my beliefs. Sunlight is a symbol that my over soul is assisting me.

When I am in rooms with no windows or doors, it’s a symbol that I am “en-lightening” myself on my own.

If there are windows and the sun is shining through, it’s a symbol that some of my belief walls are beginning to be removed and my over soul is now beginning to assist me.

Morning is a symbol I am beginning to make progress on my beliefs. Noon is a symbol I am now able to shed full spiritual enlightenment on beliefs the scene is a symbol of. Evening is a time when I am in a place of spiritual darkness with respect to the beliefs.

If it’s winter, it’s a sign that I need to reflect on my beliefs since they are frozen. If it’s spring, it’s a time that I am beginning to make spiritual progress on the beliefs. If it’s summertime, it’s a symbol that my work is now bearing spiritual fruit. If it’s fall, it indicates I am heading towards a period where I can reap the benefits by releasing old beliefs.

Back to my dream…

I want to note that if my dream is dark, I don’t get all upset over it. Why not? It’s simply like a road sign saying “turn on your lights” except in this case I’m learning I need to “en-lighten” myself by beginning to focus on the beliefs the dream is about. So, don’t get depressed when this happens. Instead, get excited because now you know about it and are becoming aware that you need to begin to contemplate this in a positive manner.

In this dream it is extremely bright. That means my over soul, or higher self or whatever you want to call it is assisting me. Note from me to you…

At the end of this interpretation is a suggestion you read a easy to read fictional trilogy about an over soul and some of it’s entities. I strongly suggest you read this. It will help give you a broader frame of reference to your over soul and who you really are.

“At first it is in front of me, but eventually I can see myself sitting on my coffin.” There are several points I want to make here.

When things are “in front of us” in or dreams, it means this is what we should first focus on spiritually. Sometimes in our dreams, we might find ourselves looking out through our eyes in the dream and also above looking down. This is us, learning that we are much more than our physical bodies. We have the ability to get out of our bodies and observe ourselves.

Next, I note that in this teaching dream, I am sitting. I will take a brief aside here and tell you what I’ve learnt about sitting, standing, etc. from my dreams and then return to you sitting on the coffin.

When I am lying down in dream, it’s a symbol that I don’t have any spiritual ability yet to even see the effects of some of my beliefs.

When I am sitting, it’s a symbol that I need spiritual support to see the effects of some of my beliefs.

When I am standing, it’s a symbol that I now can stand on my own two spiritual feet to see the effects.

When I am walking, it’s a symbol that I am now steadily moving through the beliefs.

When I am running, it’s a symbol I am moving relatively quickly through the beliefs.

Note that I have found that spiritual time and our time are too different things. Usually my dream time is far faster than my physical time. So when I am running etc. I realize that it still will take “some time”.

Back to the dream…

So, I am showing myself I need spiritual support to see some of the effects of the beliefs this dream is about. It’s like giving ourselves a spiritual progress report on the beliefs the dream is about. So, I am sitting and not lying down. I now know I have made spiritual progress to get this far. If I choose to listen to myself and this dream, I will learn to stand on my own two spiritual feet. When I am ready to, I will then begin to work my way through the belief spiritually, i.e. walk.

“I am talking to my mom(she is still alive) while watching funeral procession come and go.”

I will take this in chunks…

First, why am I locating my dream in a cemetery? Cemetery’s are a place we bury our dead physically. It’s usually associated with death. I am using this in my dream to learn about physical death versus spiritual life.

Next I have an object in my dream. When objects appear in my dreams, they are usually the first symbols of beliefs I must work on. In this dream it’s a coffin.

Coffins are boxes we put dead bodies into and then bury in the ground. They are usually made of wood, i.e. symbols of my dead feminine based beliefs, i.e. made of dead trees. Further, I note that I am supported by the underlying old dead feminine based belief, i.e. it’s holding me up while I spiritually sit on it.

The symbol of my dead feminine based belief is resting on top of my feminine, i.e. the ground. So, I now know my old dead feminine belief is separating me from my feminine.

My mom is in this scene. Is she my mom or, is she a symbol? She’s my mom. So why’s she in the dream scene?

She’s showing me that she too shares the same underlying dead feminine based belief I do. She’s also letting me know that she is spiritually working with me on this. So now I am beginning to realize I am not on my own spiritually speaking, i.e. my over soul is shining down assisting me and my mom too is also working with me spiritually speaking!

“I can't remember the topic(s) we talk about but it gives me a great sense of peace, one of the few dreams that does that. As things progress, I get translucent until I disappear completely.”

This is the power of dreams. If we learn to listen to ourselves we will guide ourselves to our higher selves where we are beings of love.

Note from me to you: This is actually contrary to what you wrote in your first post, i.e. “Even my subconscious knows I suck.”

Here’s what I ‘ve learnt about myself and my dreams. What I believe in deep down I materialize on the surface. So, if I think I’m no good in the inner beliefs, then on the surface that’s what I materialize.

Back to my dream…

“…while watching funeral procession come and go.” So, around my mom and I is a ceremony of what people do when a person dies. They form a procession and then bury the dead body in the ground.

Here’s the message of the dream. I don’t die when I die physically. I am a spiritual being that is much more than my physical body. I watch the old beliefs in effect pass me by. It’s in this life, if I choose to listen to myself and my dreams, that I can begin to shed the old beliefs.

“As things progress, I get translucent until I disappear completely.” I am showing myself that I can change my spiritual focus in my dreams. This is an ability that I don’t often see in the hundreds of dream interpretations I do every year. So from me to you – take note.

You are showing yourself that you have more spiritual abilities than you likely think you have. You can travel via your dreams to many other dimensions. HOWEVER, you have to put in the spiritual heavy lifting to do this.

Therein lies the choice of this dream. If I choose to, I can choose to ignore this wonderful dream. I will then be stuck with thinking I suck, feeling sorry for myself and my existing circumstances. OR, I CAN LEARN TO LISTEN TO MYSELF.

Speaking from personal experience, this path is not always easy since one must learn to face oneself BUT IT IS HIGHLY REWARDING.

If I wanted to learn to listen to myself here are some suggestions I could use:
• Learn to listen to my intuition – it’s my spiritual radar
• Keep a dream journal – each night I get a course on myself
• Learn to meditate – this is a way to connect with the greater me

There are many ways one can get in touch with one self…

Meditation is one way. The old Hindi's of 2,500-3,000 years ago wanted to have out of body experiences. They did this by occupying the conscious mind allowing their inner soul to rise. Today, this is called yoga and the OBE portion is mostly an afterthought.

When they were out of their bodies, they saw energy swirling into the body from the sun, from the earth and from the side. They called these main points "chakras". Then they saw that the energy went into small points they called "nadis".

They then did something that amazes me to this day. They mapped 70,000 different Nadi points and then it went up to 100,000.

This knowledge crossed over the Himalayas and went down into China. It became adopted as energy meridian lines. Today acupuncture uses this.

Yoga is simply one of many ways. On Meditation ? Learning From My Dreams | Dream Interpretation I list several different ways to meditate. You can go there and see if any one of these resonates with you. If so, then give it a try.

Another way is to use the hemi-sync technology that Robert Monroe pioneered to help people get to the theta state and have out of body experiences. You can go to the Monroe Institute to learn more https://www.monroeinstitute.org/. Books Bob wrote can be found here https://www.amazon.com/s/ref=la_B00N...qid=1477584351

Another way is to go to a hypnotist trained by the Newton Institute. This was created by a psychologist Michael Newton. About 30 or so years ago, he had a woman under hypnosis who went to a place she called her "live between lives". He then found out that many of his other patients went to a very similar place. He then write three books and began to train psychologists how to do this. The Newton Institute can be found here The Newton Institute for Life Between Lives Hypnotherapy. On this website is a link to find a local therapist.

To learn about other lives, I suggest reading a fictional trilogy “Over Soul Seven” by Jane Roberts. She was a great channeler who brought through an entity names Seth in the 1970’s. He wrote many books through her. She also wrote some of her own books.

The books I am referring to are a trilogy she wrote to explain, in a simple story form, complex ideas about us incarnating many times, at the same time. It’s an easy read and good way to get one’s mind around the concept of an over soul and many other lives.

The choice is yours to make. I hope that some of what I’ve said above deeply resonates within you.

With kind regards,
Guy

PS You have selected a life with lots of challenges, which you know better than me. HOWEVER, you are also sending yourself messages that all is not lost. When you have the seizures it takes you to dreams. If I were you, I would take this as a major spiritual wake up call. I am trying to get myself to learn to listen to myself.

I’m not saying the way ahead is easy BUT it is totally possible for you to learn to recall your dreams, learn about yourself and then help others based on what you’ve learnt.