Forced to Fall in Love.

Hi. It's me again.
Today I had a very interesting dream. Most of them are "on rails", meaning that the "script" won't change (most of the time). Sometimes it makes me do, think, and feel things I don't want to.
For example, today. A girl, young, about my age (16) who had blond hair, storm grey eyes, jeans, trainers (red&white), a white t-shirt and a baseball cap fought alongside me (That NEVER happens, I ALWAYS fight alone) and a whole lot of people. We fought and killed Death. (Middle aged, red-purple robes, purple shoes and a crossroads-shaped necklace). I remember having the ability to control sand as well as anti-mind control powers.

She never said a word, and was there for 80% of the dream. In the end, the script called for me to fall in love with her.

So she kissed me. Full on the mouth, like at the end of those sappy romantic comedies I hate.

I always dream in hyper-realistic detail, so it felt like a very, very real kiss.

Now I'm confused. Some of that love is still lingering and refuses to go away. It's almost like...a part of me wants to see her again.

I know I probably never will tough. So that's sad.

Hi,
She was a very colourful girl!
Colours are used by the subconscious as waking elements in the dream.
It was a waking dream! Your subconscious used your desire to have a real girlfriend. It is a natural growing up trend. Perhaps you're struggling with gendre problems at present?

Er, no.
Well, good thing it's common. (I'd like a gf tough. A real one, not to be used as trophy like the rest of them.)
Also, I think I killed Death because I am not afraid of it. (Died too much in my dreams). Still, thanks.

Ps: Didn't see her tonight. I think that's good. Else I'd be sleepadicted to her.

She represents a part of yourself. You are accepting and love yourself.

Aaaaawwwwwwww

I guess I am tough. For once, I have stopped calling myself a murderer (I've killed lots in dreams) and have also started to find a balance between my outside life and the time I spend with my voices, recognising that none is wrong as long as they don't rule each other out.
Also, this has convinced me to start a dream diary.
So far, I have started a war, dreamt of being in a test chamber (twice), this and fighting emotion-sucking demons in a subway station.
Thank you for the interpretations. I really appreciate it and am not confused anymore. Will try to spend more time with myself.