I knew it was too good to be true

WOW!!! First you beat me to a pulp on another forum here, sending me unravelling into a major tailspin, questioning my very identity claiming you're not my doctor and can't diagnose me, while in the same breath you 'imply' who I am. You claimed that my meds should be working by now. You claimed that the rapidness of my cycles are concurrent with a completely different dx. You've left me sitting in the darkness of the abyss not even knowing who or what I am anymore. I'm lost. You had no right to come on here and make indirect accusations at me but you did. Did you ever stop and think what that would do to me? You already knew I was residing in the darkness of the abyss. You already knew I was suicidal but yet none of that stopped you from 'suggesting' I had something that is much harder to treat, that most doctors won't even touch. You even said that yourself. YOU HAD NO RIGHT!!! And now you come over here and beat somebody else up. This is a site for support. You should've showed it to me and now you should be showing it to Gary. I would've thought somebody who has the job that you do, would know how to treat people here. We didn't come here to get battered and bruised. Then you end your last post to me with "I'm sorry". That's all fine and good that you're apologizing but is that supposed to lift me out of the darkness to which you sent me even further than I already was? I told you my ADs weren't enough, that I was extremely depressed and yet you give negative replies to me. Thanks Doc!!! Really appreciate all the support you gave me. It's really helping, NOT!!! I feel battered, bruised and very confused now. Now I feel the need to go through all that very horrible and painful testing again. It was hell the first time but yet now I need to go through it again. Maybe you're right and I'm wrong, my pdoc's are all wrong. Geez, you've sent me right back to square one again. Don't do the same to my friend. He doesn't deserve it. Having a pdoc on the site could be a positive thing, I hope in the future you really think about what you say to us here and question on how positive your response is before you hit the 'submit'. BTW, welcome to the site, I do hope you'll stay but as I said, I hope your replies to people here will be more positive in the future.

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Should have known it was a @#$^ing mistake to come back.

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Geez, then I guess it was also a mistake for me too.

Angel Girl, my issues are my own. They're no reflection on you or whether or not you stay here.

((((Angel Girl)))), what an I going to do with you?

Angel Girl, you mentioned me wanting a romantic kind of relationship. I'm 43 and never had any such thing. Can you blame me? I fully understand the "being friends first" thing but she already stated by her comment about me that "just friends" is all that will ever be possible. Yeah, it's better than nothing but it's torture not being able to have anything physical. I think I deserve that at least once in my life. (I'm not mad at you, BTW)

My theme song is that one by En Vogue - "No you're never gonna get it." "Never ever gonna get it."

AG and IG please don't let anyone unsuppotive keep you away from here, Gary, I need ya to stay here to use your key to the wall when I need support, don't let ppl hurt you when there non-supportive Fight
Angie

Get this, I just had my door open and was looking out at the stray cat eating out on the porch when Vanessa (the girl next door) came walking up with a friend of hers. I said "Hi" and she just looked a me breifly and said nothing. There you go, she's ashamed to know me when others are around. Gee, why could that be? ...... Could it be my appearance?....

BINGGO!!!!!!!

This is the story of my life and I can't take much more of it.

I've been the one mostly feeding this cat lately and that's going to stop. Next time I see her alone, I'm not saying a thing to her. It's going to be just like before, I guess.

Now, I have to figure out the REAL reason she was nice to me in the first place.

Even when it comes to basic friendship with women, I have problems.

It's just not fair.

Guys with the personality of a wet mop even have no trouble with women as long as they have what it takes in the looks department.

like it's the cat's fault that she didn't speak......don't feed the cat and that will show her!! how reactive is that?

I perfer wet mops to hunky arses myself, the hunks have bods and no brains, the wet mops have goodness and my love
Angie

please don't think that.........stay here with us........so many of us care about you