forced incontinence

you ever hear of being forcexd into peeing on yourself ans having "cures" for wetting thew bed tried out on you? even ants crawling on the bed atracted to the stink isnt a cure, even being forced to drinks gallons of water and hold it in or being denied liquids isnt a cue . even having no sheets and blankets just a beach towel with a seahorse on it isnt a cure. being cold when your lying in the wet until you have permission to get up and wash out your underpants and tshirt isnt a cure. 10 yearsd and no cure - until somebody takes over where you leave off. well i forgot theres no icon for warning that I stink! yeah and btw im not the first thats not what created this either!

if im stupid how come i could read the greys anatomy before i even went to school?!

i ASKED to get it put in the abuse forum so dont blame me if it smells up this one!

If anybody thinks you are stupid they obviously have not read your posts.

As I have been told in the past...diagnosis plays a role so I personally will not raise a stink to have this post here. I think you are fine Kathyanita.

It is very hard to be young and blamed and punished for something you can't control.

Take care.

place

thats why its should go in that forum becuase the whole idea was to make sur there was NO control so your body does bnot belong to you because we own you we made you and we can destroy you !

or erase it ?/? make the place smell alot betrr

%#@&#! me ! ill just go shut up now !

Kathyanita you can PM a mod and ask to have the thread removed, if you wish, since it's yours... TC

Hey... it's okay... we are all your friends here. Sending you hugs, KA...

yeah let it stay im done arguing with my self and you remove it just like pretending it doesnt happen ad or it never happen and this %#@&#! is REAL it does happen

kathyanita, i've moved it now to survivors of abuse. it's in the forum in which you wanted.

i hope you feel better.

kd

yes i see thanks

I just wanted to say I kind of empathize with you. I remember when I was about 8, I was briefly seeing a child psychologist, and at the time I had a habit of wetting my pants. His solution was to sit on the toilet and go pee right through my clothes. I felt stupid and dirty, and thought that he was crazy. I think that's a horrible way of trying to solve the problem of incontinence, all it does is humiliate the person. I hope your doing okay.

Laura

Laura and any and all who do or will relate,
thank you for the supporting words and relating. I'm sorry for those with such experiences. Im not going to revisit this thread though, Im to easily destabilized by my own efforts to "understand" anything herein. . .but I think its important to let it stand just as a witness to what can and does happen under the influence of heartless evil among some people.

I will ask respectfully that anyone so moved will please resist the temptation to refine my vocabulary or "correct" my perception. I'm quite capable of choosing my own words in speaking for myself and I have chosen the word "evil" consciously.

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I have chosen the word "evil" consciously.

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I'm so sorry you were treated horribly by wretched people. I think it's a good thing that you posted about this topic. It's something that is not discussed much, so others who have experienced this will now feel less alone.

Emmy

evil is the word. I know none better.