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I'm sooo Angry. its kinda scary. its not an angry you could tell---if you just looked at me---its not on the surface---but...most of the ppl on here have heard of at least one or two of my stories, out of many and I was wondering if people who are violated are more prone to sexual problems...when they get older? I don't think I have too many. I just know I'm angry and have the desire to just use men and get them interested and then drop them like flies...I don't know if this is like a retaliation against the past or what...but, I have the desire to get guys hooked and then just separate myself from them...its a horrible desire but at least I'm honest...most girls aren't.
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(((jazzy)))
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--- ![]() Maya Angelou. so sing. Jazz, sing. --jazzy123456 ---------------------------- "You're not here merely to make a living. You are here to enable the world to live more amply, with greater vision, and with a finer spirit of hope and achievement. You are here to enrich the world. You impoverish yourself if you forget this errand." (Woodrow Wilson) ![]() |
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The retaliation aspect is understandable, although not a way to create the genuine closeness you apparently want of course. I wonder if another part of this might be you want to get close but then at a certain point are trying to prevent being hurt again?
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it sounds like you are trying to gain back control over men cause you felt powerless over a man in the past
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--- ![]() Maya Angelou. so sing. Jazz, sing. --jazzy123456 ---------------------------- "You're not here merely to make a living. You are here to enable the world to live more amply, with greater vision, and with a finer spirit of hope and achievement. You are here to enrich the world. You impoverish yourself if you forget this errand." (Woodrow Wilson) ![]() |
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Oddly enough, I dont get desires of retaliation(unless I have a moment of reminiscing about exes) but still want to be a victim.
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