[Kathyanita]

they dont even knoew at the GYN what there asking me to do by holding it in so they can take a sonogram. Im not allowed to pee. You know how they were training us to stop wetting the bed every night. They made you drink tons of water and HOLD IT IN DAMNYOU and that didnt work so they said NO WATER and then you cant pee. But none of their plans worked and there were ants and bugs all over the bed. And we stunk all the time every day . and we washed out our underpants every morning. NO sheets and no blanket on the bed YOU make too much laundry and its too embarassing to send it out with that stink. so nothing but a beach towel to sleep.I have to go now this appoinment is in an hour now.
oh yeah i know where my bladder is I read it in her greys anatomy book because i could read from befor i started to go to school and we have all these books like that> so i can cut it out too l;ike a surgeoin if i wanted.

((((( Nevada )))))

I hear every word you're saying. I'm so sorry I couldn't rescue you back then. They were so wrong to treat you like that. You did nothing wrong. You were a little kid.

I'm wishing you luck for your appointment.

Petunia

[Kathyanita]

no im not that little cause its still happening in the fourth grade. Why wont she stop wetting the god damn bed every night?

[__zh]

we have a friend who wet the bed as a child every night until she moved out of her parents home at age eighteen.

years later she began her healing work and understood the reasons why she wet the bed long beyond the "norms" of childhood bed wetting.

from our experience with survivors we have heard of many who faced similar situations to yours.

we're sorry your appointment is so triggering of the past. physical sensations can make those things seem worse.

we have every faith in you Nevada.

peacefully,
__zh

It doesn't matter how old, she isn't doing it on purpose. If she could stop it she would. It isn't her fault.

Sometimes brains don't wake up in time.

Sometimes bladders don't grow big enough.

Sometimes being nervous tricks the body.

Petunia

[Gemstone]

{{{{Nevada}}}}}

It wasentt your fault.

My brother Flip wet the bed until he was 16. It wasn't his fault either.

im sorry things are so hard, and this is so triggering.

((((((((Nevada)))))))))

[wisewoman]

Nevada you deserve care and protection.