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May 05, 2012, 06:10 AM
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Hi
I'm amelia and I'm new. I am a survivor of childhood abuse. I'm struggling with life. I have a therapist but I can't live like this anymore. I have no one, no place is safe, I can't sleep. I live with my parents but they can't talk to me, its like they blame me for everything. I cut, I self harm and I hate my life. |
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#2
May 05, 2012, 06:17 AM
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Hi Amelia,
welcome here  iam sorry you are struggling all alone but here you will never feel alone feel free to share with us we all here for you 
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#3
May 05, 2012, 06:43 AM
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Welcome! I am sorry you are struggling right now. I hope things begin to get better for you soon.
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#4
May 05, 2012, 10:05 AM
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Hi Amy, welcome to PC. I'm so glad that you have a therapist. Is she helping? Can I ask what you have been working on with her (if you don't mind?).
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#5
May 05, 2012, 10:13 AM
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Hi Amy, Welcome to PC, Sorry to hear this, Post here as much as you need we won't judge you
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#6
May 05, 2012, 11:45 AM
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Thank you all for your welcome. My therapist has started talking about the actual abuse, rather than just about bpd (I have bpd) or other issues like my self-harm. But I don't really want to go there. It's safer locked up and pushed away as far away as possible. I get triggered so badly after each session I wonder if its worth continuing. I know it is, as it will help me but things are so difficult at the moment.
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#7
May 05, 2012, 11:52 AM
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Hi Amelia... Sorry that things are so tough right now...
This is a great site and people are open and willing to listen Sending hugs your way |
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May 08, 2012, 08:27 AM
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Quote:
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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May 08, 2012, 04:27 PM
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Were your parents the perpetrators of your abuse? If so, I would think the first step before you can really deal with it, is to get away from them.
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May 08, 2012, 05:05 PM
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So sorry you're struggling right now. pushing it in and bottling it in isn't the answer though. If you don't feel like completely opening up with you T right now, then post it here. We are all here for you and it will help you a lot.
Good luck and welcome to PC! 
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