[emotionally_drained]

I rang them just waiting now going crazy waiting

[Miswimmy1]

did you call again? or are you still waiting from the 1st time?

[emotionally_drained]

Called again now waiting

[Miswimmy1]

You are such a good girl and I am do proud of you! ((((((huggggsss))))))

[emotionally_drained]

I'm bad real bad

[Sannah]

You feel bad for telling?

[emotionally_drained]

Yes I did feel bad for telling was always told its bad to talk to people about what happens and that I am bad and naughty if tell the secrets

[Sannah]

This is common. Most abusers say this and then most survivors feel guilt for telling. You did the right thing, though. You aren't being abused now. I know that you are feeling lonely and you are not in a familiar place and this is hard. Are you communicating with anyone around you now?

[emotionally_drained]

Originally Posted by Sannah

This is common. Most abusers say this and then most survivors feel guilt for telling. You did the right thing, though. You aren't being abused now. I know that you are feeling lonely and you are not in a familiar place and this is hard. Are you communicating with anyone around you now?

Not as in talking to them no

[Sannah]

Why not?

[emotionally_drained]

Originally Posted by Sannah

Why not?

Can't talk face to face to people

[Miswimmy1]

Why not?

[emotionally_drained]

Originally Posted by Miswimmy1

Why not?

People judge people don't need anyone to tell me it my fault I deserved it I already know don't need to feel worse

Originally Posted by angel jazz

People judge people don't need anyone to tell me it my fault I deserved it I already know don't need to feel worse

No one is going to tell you those things. I know it was hard and I know it hurts but you did the right thing to tell. No one has the right to hurt you the way you were hurt. The people you are with want to help. They wouldn't have chosen to work there if they didn't want to help people, but there isn't much they can do for you if you won't talk.

I understand the not talking part. I can't talk in person either. I was told pretty much the same thing by my parents. Maybe write a note and give it to them. Explain that you want to talk but it has to be through notes right now. Just an idea. Good luck Angel. We're all thinking and rooting for you.

[emotionally_drained]

Originally Posted by Maranara

No one is going to tell you those things. I know it was hard and I know it hurts but you did the right thing to tell. No one has the right to hurt you the way you were hurt. The people you are with want to help. They wouldn't have chosen to work there if they didn't want to help people, but there isn't much they can do for you if you won't talk.

I understand the not talking part. I can't talk in person either. I was told pretty much the same thing by my parents. Maybe write a note and give it to them. Explain that you want to talk but it has to be through notes right now. Just an idea. Good luck Angel. We're all thinking and rooting for you.

Think I did enough talking

[Sannah]

Originally Posted by emotionally_drained

People judge people don't need anyone to tell me it my fault I deserved it I already know don't need to feel worse

Yeah, I agree with Maranara that this won't happen but I can also understand how you could feel that you have told enough for now.

You can interact with others, though, without divulging sensitive stuff. If you interact with others in a superficial way this will help with your loneliness.