My abusive childhood (just one incident)

When we came to the states we settled in the South Bronx. things were bad anyway and got worse once we got settled. I was small for my age I looked about 5 years old. and I don't realy remember what happand,but I end up bruised up and tied to the radiator it was yellow nylon rope and it was thundering outside with lightnig. I was under the window, I tried not to cry cause I always got exrta hurt for showing weakness. nobody came back,the next thing I know is the police and fire dept. is coming thru the fire escape,My mother was trying to be found but she went to puerto rico I was in the hospital cause I had broke both my wrists trying to get out the only thing that kept me sane was thinking of boqueron beach and home with a doggy and I can't remember much else I was tied up for 3 days so i musta been in some kinda condition. I still dream about it. scary stuff

I am so so so SORRY!!! - I wish I could just (((( HUG )))) YOU and make all the memories and bad feelings vanish.... adults can surely be mean and selfish - their bad behaviors will but always destroy the future of many of good and trusting kids.

I AM HERE for YOU..............................................


LoVe,
Rhapsody -

Jeez. I'm sure that's a difficult memory to think about. It aches my heart that you experienced such a horrible thing. You must have been strong for being so young because the outcome for me personally would have been something completely different.

Thank you for telling this although, I'm sure, it's painful to discuss.