my.... strength..... sometimes things CAN be too much.... I'm not made of stone!

some people find how to hurt and then they keep doing it ...... you know--- no matter how far one goes, one can't escape their family.... they always find a way to "get in"..... and how they can hurt....

then one goes to get help and the help figures out the tender places and hurts them as well.... is there no one out there that I can be safe with??...

When one goes through their young life never able to defend(in fact it made things worse) then one gives up on defending, learns to isolate--- but that is like an injury all it's own-- it hurts so much to be so alone.

mandy

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Im so sorry that things are so rough right now. Sending my compassion and strength to you to help you along. PM me anytime if you need to talk.

oh, thank you so much EV--

having such a hard time..... at least there is someone that hears me... being ignored or feeling invisible is a huge trigger for me, your reply means so very much to me.

thank you with all my heart-- EV

mandy

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i am much the same wayl. especially on here i can feel invisible. I want you to know you arent. If you ever feel that way, feel free to even ask.. hey .. am i INVISIBLE?? I'll definatley pay attention more. Sometimes we get wrapped up in our own issues.. so self-focused that we forget to reach out to others.

You are perfectly visible, valued, and cared about here.

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I understand only all too well. I'm sorry you're going through it, also.

BABY YOU'RE NOT ALONE AS LONG AS YOU HAVE US TO LEAN ON, PM ME ANY TIME

LOTS OF LOVE ((((((((((((((SAFE HUGS))))))))))))JINNYANN

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I'm sorry you have been hurt one more time.

thank dear EV-- you do understand very well.

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Oh! you too? I'm so sorry for your struggles too.

Jax-

Thank you jinny... might take you up on that PM offer sometime.

jinnyann-

thank you Time0-- I know you understand about things like this.... and I'm sorry that you do.

Time0--