Please..............no more.

I'm so sorry.....
this may trigger some-- please be cautious........





dark shadow so so close.......... she couldn't hold on anymore......... she's gone- too young...... had a cute little boy- he just turned two, a house with dogs, cats and even a rabbit...... nothing matters now..........

am I like her? can I keep from following in her footsteps............ maybe she felt as though she couldn't take anymore,...... like me.........

my T. once told me I am one of those "lose-lose situations"...... am I? will I always lose or anyone that comes around me will lose??

hope you'll understand-- not trying to upset anyone.

things just feel so so heavy....

mandy

mandy

Please do everything you can to be safe, you're so valuable,
much love,
Fuzzy

PS If there is any way you can get away from this situation IRL, I would do so. Keeping you close in my thoughts.... please keep in touch here as you can. You're very cared for, I promise! (and this fuzzy bear very seldom breaks her promises to real friends like you. I would say never but nobody knows the future )

Sending you much strength, support, love and respect

thank you Fuzzy.
You've always been here for me-- I appreciate that more than you will ever know.

yes, maybe I need to find someone to talk to....... my soul hurts so much.... she was so young and pretty just beginning-- why did this happen......... *sigh*


thank you again

mandy

edited to add "trigger icon".... sorry I forgot it.....

Life is so unfair!

Yes Fuzzy life can be so unfair.

someone came and took her dogs away today...... they need to be cared for. But now-- her husband is being investigated-- they say it's possible that HE did it to her. crime tape all over-- cars and trucks coming and going.......
I didn't hear anything this morning.... maybe if I would have I could have saved her..... my neighbor...... I don't know what I can do now....

mandy

It's not your fault dear mandy

mandy

Thank you so much Fuzzy...... amazing how you knew what I was thinking.

You've been a great help, I'm very grateful. If not for you-- being at a very low time for me-- I wouldn't have had any replies. -- that would have put even more negative "talk" in my head.
I appreciate your kindness.

I'm holding on the best I can..... waiting for the time when I need to react in a self-caring manner.
I sure hurt for my neighbor too Offered the family help last night-- they didn't need anything...... would like to DO something..... just don't know what-- not very good at this stuff.....

mandy

I'm very happy to have been of help (and you know my PM box is open)

Keep taking care of you dear mandy, you're very precious and important (contrary to those old tapes we both have...)

mandy