[Rive1976]

So I had another flashback the other night. It was terrifying.

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It was a woman receiving oral sex from what I think may have been me. The reason I think it may have been me is because I was so scared. I physically fought with myself not to remember I tensed up shouted Stop!!! I dont understand why I would have been so scared had it not been me. I always tend to dismiss my flashbacks because they are not real detailed it irritates me.

[Miravi]

Hello, i am so sorry you are feeling this way. Do you go to therapy? They are better equiped to discuss this with you.

[Rive1976]

Yes I do. I just wanted opinions.

[Amyjay]

I am confused... was your flashback of a woman receiving oral sex or was it of you giving oral sex?

[Rive1976]

Originally Posted by Amyjay

I am confused... was your flashback of a woman receiving oral sex or was it of you giving oral sex?

It was a woman receiving oral. I'm not sure if I was the one giving it. All I know is that it scared the crap out of me. Thsts why I think it may of been me giving it.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by Dnester

So I had another flashback the other night. It was terrifying.

Tw**********


It was a woman receiving oral sex from what I think may have been me. The reason I think it may have been me is because I was so scared. I physically fought with myself not to remember I tensed up shouted Stop!!! I dont understand why I would have been so scared had it not been me. I always tend to dismiss my flashbacks because they are not real detailed it irritates me.

I'm sorry that this has happened to you!